I'm on SUCH a high atm, that I could die from all this laughter and happiness! :D
TWO great things just happened!
TEEEEHEEEHEEE
I found applications where they assure a reply within TWO WEEKS OF YOUR APPLICATION BAHAHAHAHAAHAAHAHA
I'm not telling you guys what the application is for. BAHAHAHA.
But Puffy, if you see this any time soon, it's like the SMstuff ;)
I'll tell you when/ if I get through AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAH
And the other thing, is kind of on a more 'private matter' side. :)
So I don't care to elaborate on it.
MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. someone find me a good drama....
Monday, November 29, 2010
OH. HAI DER!
So, I told you that I could see right through you.
Now that my hunch of you fleeing from everything has been confirmed, I just need to make one thing clear.
IT'S NOT GOING TO WORK.
Yeah, you may think it's for the best. A lot of people do things that THEY may think it's for the best. But what they don't know is that, the recipient on the other end doesn't want that.
***
I'm kinda on a high. I don't know what on. I think I got high from all those maths exercises :D ROFLs!
Got Ancient History marks back today. Let's just say it's a FAILURE. NOT the, "OHEMGEE BRO, I GOT 85%...IT'S A FAIL DUDE"
My referral to today's failure is the "OHMYEFFINGCRAP I GOT 5%. I EFFING FAILED"
OK, I didn't get THAT low, it was exaggerated. But yeah, that's the type of failure that I'm referring to.
Now that my hunch of you fleeing from everything has been confirmed, I just need to make one thing clear.
IT'S NOT GOING TO WORK.
Yeah, you may think it's for the best. A lot of people do things that THEY may think it's for the best. But what they don't know is that, the recipient on the other end doesn't want that.
***
I'm kinda on a high. I don't know what on. I think I got high from all those maths exercises :D ROFLs!
Got Ancient History marks back today. Let's just say it's a FAILURE. NOT the, "OHEMGEE BRO, I GOT 85%...IT'S A FAIL DUDE"
My referral to today's failure is the "OHMYEFFINGCRAP I GOT 5%. I EFFING FAILED"
OK, I didn't get THAT low, it was exaggerated. But yeah, that's the type of failure that I'm referring to.
Sunday, November 28, 2010
It won't make a difference tonight
Hope you were happy today.
All I can say for now is that they're not a good influence on you.
You probably won't take my words into consideration..
But trust me, I've known them longer than you have.
"They say time might change them", you might say.
This is really stereotypical, but this never really happens.
Never thought a pretty little girl like you could turn out to be so bitchy.
So cold hearted.
All I can say for now is that they're not a good influence on you.
You probably won't take my words into consideration..
But trust me, I've known them longer than you have.
"They say time might change them", you might say.
This is really stereotypical, but this never really happens.
Never thought a pretty little girl like you could turn out to be so bitchy.
So cold hearted.
Saturday, November 27, 2010
I SAW YOU.
I SAW YOU INTERNET EXPLORER BROWSER PERSON. JUST THEN. I FINALLLY CAUGHT YOU IN THE ACT.
BUT I STILL DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE. HURRY UP AND TELLL MEEEEEE.
I'M DYING TO KNOW.
I kind of have a hunch to who it is. It's 'the bozboz owner' ISN'T IT?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!? OK, if it's not you, then DAMN I look like a retard right now.. O.O
XD
/edited 6 minutes after posting.
OH. SO I SEE THAT I KNOW YOU FROM FACEBOOK.
GOSH JUST TELL ME WHO THIS IS. yeah, i sound quite like a stalker. I KNOW. BUT I DONT CAREEEEEEEE. TELL ME GAH.
BUT I STILL DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE. HURRY UP AND TELLL MEEEEEE.
I'M DYING TO KNOW.
I kind of have a hunch to who it is. It's 'the bozboz owner' ISN'T IT?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!? OK, if it's not you, then DAMN I look like a retard right now.. O.O
XD
/edited 6 minutes after posting.
OH. SO I SEE THAT I KNOW YOU FROM FACEBOOK.
GOSH JUST TELL ME WHO THIS IS. yeah, i sound quite like a stalker. I KNOW. BUT I DONT CAREEEEEEEE. TELL ME GAH.
Friday, November 26, 2010
BUBBLE.
There's like, this bubble inside of me, filled with so many things I want to say, but can't.
There is hurt, grief and a lot of other things that could cause people other emotions, who knows how far they would take their reaction levels to..does that sentence even make sense to you? Cause it sure doesn't to me..
Right now, seclusion into my 'drama-world' is the only thing that'll distract me from everything. Not even music's gonna help me this time. Haha, I was asked to sing 'Firework' - Katy Perry today. Sense the irony.
But it's been on my list of songs that I've put on repeat constantly these past few weeks...
Anthony Neely's quite good as well :) Although he like, just started in the industry.
I hope that they're just your rebound..But I know even afterwards, you guys will have your own bond that I could've never forged with you. They fuel you. I hate it. I hate them. I try SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO much not to, I really do. I swear it. But I can't. I mean just their face. Take one look at it, and it gives me the shits. Like not in the ugly way, it radiates a type of annoyance.
Gah. Another annoying thing. MORDO FAHHHHH. He has so many standards...He wasn't AS bad as I expected him to be, but his expectations are so damn high...And we have to full do a 'career' interview with him or something, but luckily my class does it next year, and not in the coming weeks because he's going on holidays THE NEXT COMING FRIDAY. YAYYYY.
What I'm really in need of right now, is a REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLY good love story plot in a drama. Preferably Taiwanese. I'm just two episodes shy of finshing 'Down With Love'. Gosh that's a good drama! :D Maybe I should watch Mischevious Kiss instead, coz then my dad'll be able to hear what I'm watching if I watch something Taiwanese, and then he'll know that I'm not 'studying'. To him, Korean and Japanese sound the same to him. So I just tell him I'm studying the Japanese conversational tone/ grammar while watching dramas...Haha.
Fleeceable he is.
I always have a backup plan if I somehow end up not wanting to go to university, but I'm scared my parents would disapprove. I think mum would understand. But dad would go crazy and point out all the statistics and negativies. Sheesh. Sometimes you need HOPE...No one knows what it is. Not even my parents. I've ALWAYS wanted to do this ever since I was seven. I still remember the day/ time I made the decision. I was getting ready for a shower, and I started to sing random notes. And then I did this melody, which I can't do anymore..You know how when you do something once, and you don't know how to do it again? Yeah, I had that feeling. Anyways, and I did this melody..And then it got me thinking about what I should do 'when I grow up'.
Many people have suggested to me taking up the chance to do it. LOL. But I just full decline, not wanting them to find out. Coz to me, I slightly think it's unable to do because of the possibilites to get to have a chance to pursue this occupation.
But it's gonna be hard to pursue/ 'study'. I just hope God can lead me in the right path :)..Well, He always does! :D
28days. counting.
There is hurt, grief and a lot of other things that could cause people other emotions, who knows how far they would take their reaction levels to..does that sentence even make sense to you? Cause it sure doesn't to me..
Right now, seclusion into my 'drama-world' is the only thing that'll distract me from everything. Not even music's gonna help me this time. Haha, I was asked to sing 'Firework' - Katy Perry today. Sense the irony.
But it's been on my list of songs that I've put on repeat constantly these past few weeks...
Anthony Neely's quite good as well :) Although he like, just started in the industry.
I hope that they're just your rebound..But I know even afterwards, you guys will have your own bond that I could've never forged with you. They fuel you. I hate it. I hate them. I try SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO much not to, I really do. I swear it. But I can't. I mean just their face. Take one look at it, and it gives me the shits. Like not in the ugly way, it radiates a type of annoyance.
Gah. Another annoying thing. MORDO FAHHHHH. He has so many standards...He wasn't AS bad as I expected him to be, but his expectations are so damn high...And we have to full do a 'career' interview with him or something, but luckily my class does it next year, and not in the coming weeks because he's going on holidays THE NEXT COMING FRIDAY. YAYYYY.
What I'm really in need of right now, is a REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLY good love story plot in a drama. Preferably Taiwanese. I'm just two episodes shy of finshing 'Down With Love'. Gosh that's a good drama! :D Maybe I should watch Mischevious Kiss instead, coz then my dad'll be able to hear what I'm watching if I watch something Taiwanese, and then he'll know that I'm not 'studying'. To him, Korean and Japanese sound the same to him. So I just tell him I'm studying the Japanese conversational tone/ grammar while watching dramas...Haha.
Fleeceable he is.
I always have a backup plan if I somehow end up not wanting to go to university, but I'm scared my parents would disapprove. I think mum would understand. But dad would go crazy and point out all the statistics and negativies. Sheesh. Sometimes you need HOPE...No one knows what it is. Not even my parents. I've ALWAYS wanted to do this ever since I was seven. I still remember the day/ time I made the decision. I was getting ready for a shower, and I started to sing random notes. And then I did this melody, which I can't do anymore..You know how when you do something once, and you don't know how to do it again? Yeah, I had that feeling. Anyways, and I did this melody..And then it got me thinking about what I should do 'when I grow up'.
Many people have suggested to me taking up the chance to do it. LOL. But I just full decline, not wanting them to find out. Coz to me, I slightly think it's unable to do because of the possibilites to get to have a chance to pursue this occupation.
But it's gonna be hard to pursue/ 'study'. I just hope God can lead me in the right path :)..Well, He always does! :D
28days. counting.
Thursday, November 25, 2010
BLAH. Jack: EQUALITY GRACE!
Malaysia!! wooo!
OHMYCRAP. OK, I finished my Japanese speech today. I kinda died, but I don't care. BLAH. The only one left is English, and that's like..two weeks away..so there's no stress...
OMG..And I HATE that girl..She's so fricken self-absorbed it's not even funny. And she over reacts. Hahaha. She's like, the epitome of a drama queen. LIKE FUCK YOU?!
Dude, could you NOT see me there studying for my JAPANESE SPEECH?!..WHEN YOU CLEARLY KNEW IT WAS STRAIGHT AFTER LUNCH. FUCK YOU. And you move, to sit right next to me, bring the fricken notebook over, start watching BigBangTheory and turn the volume up to maxx. YOU COULD CLEARLY SEE ME STUDYING. AND ALL YOU FUCKING CARE ABOUT IS SITTING BACK TO BACK WITH A WALL WATCHING A SHOW ON FULL BLAST VOLUME?! Ha, if it was YOU in my place today, you would've had a period of bitching just about the incident. Epitome of drama queen example number ONE.
Dude, the way you bitch is like, epic. I could never do that. You'd probably win the Olympics for that, in EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THE TOPICS GIVEN TO YOU. Epitome of drama queen example number TWO.
And your over reactions to even the teeniest things? Like, fuck you with that fricken squealing? What is with that? You're so fricken self absorbed that you don't even fricken regard the people around you. I really wonder how you manage to keep your friends..I really don't see any good traits in you apart from wanting to study 24/7, and trying to/ being able to obtain the highest mark possible...If you could even consider that a good trait..
Dont' get me wrong, like hell yeah, I would praise you anyday on that. But like, everything else about you, and why people like you, I just can't fathom.
If you happen to see this, don't start giving people crap on me, because so far, you're the one who's been acting like the BIGGEST BITCH STRAIGHT OUT. And you're probably thinking right about now, "WTF IS WRONG WITH HER?! IV'VE NEVER DONE ANYTHING TO YOU"
Yeah, you probably 'haven't'..MAYBE BECAUSE YOU'RE SO SELF ABSORBED.
You're calling this bitching? I call this the truth. AND THE TRUTH HURTS.
I'd be glad to accompany you around the school to show you which people agree with me. Seriously, you'd be surprised.
**
Someone give me Evia Potato Salad please? And the Caesar Salad. And the Cold Pasta Salad. And all the other salads they sell. :)
AND FUDGE MAN. I LOVE JAMES BLUNTS ACCENT. It sounds quite posh and enunciates words in a way not many people do. IT'S SO RARE TO FIND SOMEONE WITH IT.
OHMYCRAP. OK, I finished my Japanese speech today. I kinda died, but I don't care. BLAH. The only one left is English, and that's like..two weeks away..so there's no stress...
OMG..And I HATE that girl..She's so fricken self-absorbed it's not even funny. And she over reacts. Hahaha. She's like, the epitome of a drama queen. LIKE FUCK YOU?!
Dude, could you NOT see me there studying for my JAPANESE SPEECH?!..WHEN YOU CLEARLY KNEW IT WAS STRAIGHT AFTER LUNCH. FUCK YOU. And you move, to sit right next to me, bring the fricken notebook over, start watching BigBangTheory and turn the volume up to maxx. YOU COULD CLEARLY SEE ME STUDYING. AND ALL YOU FUCKING CARE ABOUT IS SITTING BACK TO BACK WITH A WALL WATCHING A SHOW ON FULL BLAST VOLUME?! Ha, if it was YOU in my place today, you would've had a period of bitching just about the incident. Epitome of drama queen example number ONE.
Dude, the way you bitch is like, epic. I could never do that. You'd probably win the Olympics for that, in EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THE TOPICS GIVEN TO YOU. Epitome of drama queen example number TWO.
And your over reactions to even the teeniest things? Like, fuck you with that fricken squealing? What is with that? You're so fricken self absorbed that you don't even fricken regard the people around you. I really wonder how you manage to keep your friends..I really don't see any good traits in you apart from wanting to study 24/7, and trying to/ being able to obtain the highest mark possible...If you could even consider that a good trait..
Dont' get me wrong, like hell yeah, I would praise you anyday on that. But like, everything else about you, and why people like you, I just can't fathom.
If you happen to see this, don't start giving people crap on me, because so far, you're the one who's been acting like the BIGGEST BITCH STRAIGHT OUT. And you're probably thinking right about now, "WTF IS WRONG WITH HER?! IV'VE NEVER DONE ANYTHING TO YOU"
Yeah, you probably 'haven't'..MAYBE BECAUSE YOU'RE SO SELF ABSORBED.
You're calling this bitching? I call this the truth. AND THE TRUTH HURTS.
I'd be glad to accompany you around the school to show you which people agree with me. Seriously, you'd be surprised.
**
Someone give me Evia Potato Salad please? And the Caesar Salad. And the Cold Pasta Salad. And all the other salads they sell. :)
AND FUDGE MAN. I LOVE JAMES BLUNTS ACCENT. It sounds quite posh and enunciates words in a way not many people do. IT'S SO RARE TO FIND SOMEONE WITH IT.
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
I am so dead tomorrow...
Ha. I'm so screwed for both assessments tomrrow..no joke...
I HATE EDUCATION. Kind of. A little. Slight. Bit,
I wonder what the USA is like..Is it really like how the media portrays them? Or is it just stereotypical students/ teenagers and men/ women portrayed on the silver screen?
I wonder what France is like..I don't know how to explain it, but they have this feeling of cleanliness and serenity surounding them when I think of them.
I wonder what Europe is like...Is it cold all the time? Coz I would LOVE to live there for the rest of my life. I hate the Summer so much that words cannot describe..Or else maybe it's just the Australian summer...Because those travelling shows on TV say that it's cold all year round, and then they show us what summer 'is like' while they're there, and the clouds are like grey. And they talk to a local, and they ask rhetorically "So this is summer?" And then they focus themselves back on the camera and say "It's like winter all year round!"
I want to go over to the US someday, but to be honest, I'm scared of the terrorism or whatever it is. It's not terrorism until someone labels it as it is. Stupid media.
But then again, we wouldn't be able to live without media..could we? Just food for thought.
Look at me blab away wasting valuable time instead of studying...
AHHHHHHHH. The last year of high school is only 5 weeks away....IS THAT CRAZY OR WHAT?!
****
"...still want to be 'friends'"? Jeez, thanks for the vote of confidence.
TOODLES. I need to watch Bones. And Criminal Minds. GAHHHH. GLEEEE. I missed out on this weeks episode! I hate watching shows online...apart from Asian Dramas ahaha :D
I HATE EDUCATION. Kind of. A little. Slight. Bit,
I wonder what the USA is like..Is it really like how the media portrays them? Or is it just stereotypical students/ teenagers and men/ women portrayed on the silver screen?
I wonder what France is like..I don't know how to explain it, but they have this feeling of cleanliness and serenity surounding them when I think of them.
I wonder what Europe is like...Is it cold all the time? Coz I would LOVE to live there for the rest of my life. I hate the Summer so much that words cannot describe..Or else maybe it's just the Australian summer...Because those travelling shows on TV say that it's cold all year round, and then they show us what summer 'is like' while they're there, and the clouds are like grey. And they talk to a local, and they ask rhetorically "So this is summer?" And then they focus themselves back on the camera and say "It's like winter all year round!"
I want to go over to the US someday, but to be honest, I'm scared of the terrorism or whatever it is. It's not terrorism until someone labels it as it is. Stupid media.
But then again, we wouldn't be able to live without media..could we? Just food for thought.
Look at me blab away wasting valuable time instead of studying...
AHHHHHHHH. The last year of high school is only 5 weeks away....IS THAT CRAZY OR WHAT?!
****
"...still want to be 'friends'"? Jeez, thanks for the vote of confidence.
TOODLES. I need to watch Bones. And Criminal Minds. GAHHHH. GLEEEE. I missed out on this weeks episode! I hate watching shows online...apart from Asian Dramas ahaha :D
Monday, November 22, 2010
Biology.
I guess it was ok. I didn't expect myself to go through and finish the test so fastly...
But I was pretty happy with my test today :)
I'm so happy that I won't even care about the mark that I recieve because I know that I've actually, for once, given it my all.
OK, I'll care if it's like...below my average mark for the past year LOL!
GAH, but I need to study for Maths which is in our Assessment Period tomorrow morning, and then Japanese is in second period...So that means two tests in a day, one after another. NUUUUUUUU.
This is gay. OK, I am so not touching hotmail/facebook tonight...
But I was pretty happy with my test today :)
I'm so happy that I won't even care about the mark that I recieve because I know that I've actually, for once, given it my all.
OK, I'll care if it's like...below my average mark for the past year LOL!
GAH, but I need to study for Maths which is in our Assessment Period tomorrow morning, and then Japanese is in second period...So that means two tests in a day, one after another. NUUUUUUUU.
This is gay. OK, I am so not touching hotmail/facebook tonight...
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Lalalalalalalalalala.
HARRO there :D
OMG. Denmark and India as well :) That's sho kewl!
Well, I had a spring clean in the garage with dad :) DAYUM. It's sparkling clean! :D
Toodles, Bio assessment tomorrow, and Maths and Jap on Wed.
OMG. Denmark and India as well :) That's sho kewl!
Well, I had a spring clean in the garage with dad :) DAYUM. It's sparkling clean! :D
Toodles, Bio assessment tomorrow, and Maths and Jap on Wed.
I'm so stupid.
I make assumptions. Stupid they are. And then find out they're false.
I hate my tonuge. Metaphorically people...metaphorically..
Well, good to see you are nice :)
But then, the assumptions only apply to one of the people you talk to. So I guess I was partially right...ish?
OK. I really need to get into the habit of praying to God about studying and everyday plans..not because "the Bible says we should/ God commanded us to do so.." But because this is what we are to do..OK REPHRASE DAMN I REALLY HATE MY TONGUE.
Because this is the way we should live our lives, to praise God, to do everything in Him, no matter how big or small, or how significant or insignificant the task is.
What made my day...HMMMM. A KOREAN COUPLE SITTING NEXT TO ME IN SERVICE.
GOSH. That was cool. I read a Korean Bible. NOW IS THAT AWESOME OR WAHT?! :D
Coolness :D But he had like this bloodied toe. I got shivers down my spine when I looked over...
Toodles. TIME TO REVISE AND COMPLETE UNFINISHED HW. FUDGEEEEE :S
Oh. and DADDY'S BACK :D Wow, he was like, two hours earlier than expected..The plane was apparently on time...FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER. Shame he didn't get the iPod for me...The Duty Free thing was closed...But I got a soft toy. TIS CUTEEEEEE. And that bag. Um. like. O.O
*vomit* Gu jie, I think you should start looking around at the kids aorund my age at what they use. OK. NOT EVEN. Watch the media. Gu jie, I don't mean any offense, but seriously, that is FOOGLY.
I would probably use it for travelling/ camps, and that would be about it...
I hate my tonuge. Metaphorically people...metaphorically..
Well, good to see you are nice :)
But then, the assumptions only apply to one of the people you talk to. So I guess I was partially right...ish?
OK. I really need to get into the habit of praying to God about studying and everyday plans..not because "the Bible says we should/ God commanded us to do so.." But because this is what we are to do..OK REPHRASE DAMN I REALLY HATE MY TONGUE.
Because this is the way we should live our lives, to praise God, to do everything in Him, no matter how big or small, or how significant or insignificant the task is.
What made my day...HMMMM. A KOREAN COUPLE SITTING NEXT TO ME IN SERVICE.
GOSH. That was cool. I read a Korean Bible. NOW IS THAT AWESOME OR WAHT?! :D
Coolness :D But he had like this bloodied toe. I got shivers down my spine when I looked over...
Toodles. TIME TO REVISE AND COMPLETE UNFINISHED HW. FUDGEEEEE :S
Oh. and DADDY'S BACK :D Wow, he was like, two hours earlier than expected..The plane was apparently on time...FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER. Shame he didn't get the iPod for me...The Duty Free thing was closed...But I got a soft toy. TIS CUTEEEEEE. And that bag. Um. like. O.O
*vomit* Gu jie, I think you should start looking around at the kids aorund my age at what they use. OK. NOT EVEN. Watch the media. Gu jie, I don't mean any offense, but seriously, that is FOOGLY.
I would probably use it for travelling/ camps, and that would be about it...
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Weakling..
LOOL. I don't even know why I wrote that on the title...
HSC is the epitome of life and death. NO JOKE.
Do I care to elaborate my thoughts on that? No, I don't.
OMG. I bought today's Sunday Telegraph, and on page 52-53, there was a spread on princesses from European countries, with Kate Middleton, obviously in the middle, to create the illusion that she 'vies' for attention. I love reading everything about hierarchical family lines and relations. IT IS SO DAMN FASCINATING. I swear that that's one of the things that could take my mind off of ANY situation I'm in. I'd drown in that information. How I long for a library that would contain information on all the hierachies and Imperial families, that there has ever been. Highly fascinating I'd say.
Australia. You are such a young country. You have no colourful history. You bore me.
I was wondering...If I walked around England with that English accent of mine, would people think I was born there? :) AHAHAHA. I love the English accent.
I had a wonderful lunch today :) Twas SO filling. OMG. Lumiere you looked SO DIVINE. That pool of yours was the definition of SHEEEEEEK (chic; French). I dream to enter your atrium one day (that sounds wrong, in a way). And look down upon Sydney..while laughing at them...
OK. No I won't, at the bit where I said "while laughing at them" LOL :D
But I wonder who lives there. Lumiere is incredulously expensive. :O
I hope one day, that I could buy a beautiful place like that live in :)
For now, it's back to studying for my time consuming HSC assessment tasks!
Toodles chingu's :)
DAD IS BACK TODAYYYY. I want my iPod NAOOOOOOOO. And that soft toy gu jie got me. And those miscellaneous items :) hehehe!
Oh, and I've yet to finish compiling my list of shopping in Duty Free etc, I started on it yesterday BWAHAHAAHAHAAH :)
Puffy, we shall be plane buddies! Hope my flight gets delayed so that I won't be much of a loner on that special, special day of festivities :(
I know you'll be reading this some time soon Puffy :) Inbox me after you read this.
HSC is the epitome of life and death. NO JOKE.
Do I care to elaborate my thoughts on that? No, I don't.
OMG. I bought today's Sunday Telegraph, and on page 52-53, there was a spread on princesses from European countries, with Kate Middleton, obviously in the middle, to create the illusion that she 'vies' for attention. I love reading everything about hierarchical family lines and relations. IT IS SO DAMN FASCINATING. I swear that that's one of the things that could take my mind off of ANY situation I'm in. I'd drown in that information. How I long for a library that would contain information on all the hierachies and Imperial families, that there has ever been. Highly fascinating I'd say.
Australia. You are such a young country. You have no colourful history. You bore me.
I was wondering...If I walked around England with that English accent of mine, would people think I was born there? :) AHAHAHA. I love the English accent.
I had a wonderful lunch today :) Twas SO filling. OMG. Lumiere you looked SO DIVINE. That pool of yours was the definition of SHEEEEEEK (chic; French). I dream to enter your atrium one day (that sounds wrong, in a way). And look down upon Sydney..while laughing at them...
OK. No I won't, at the bit where I said "while laughing at them" LOL :D
But I wonder who lives there. Lumiere is incredulously expensive. :O
I hope one day, that I could buy a beautiful place like that live in :)
For now, it's back to studying for my time consuming HSC assessment tasks!
Toodles chingu's :)
DAD IS BACK TODAYYYY. I want my iPod NAOOOOOOOO. And that soft toy gu jie got me. And those miscellaneous items :) hehehe!
Oh, and I've yet to finish compiling my list of shopping in Duty Free etc, I started on it yesterday BWAHAHAAHAHAAH :)
Puffy, we shall be plane buddies! Hope my flight gets delayed so that I won't be much of a loner on that special, special day of festivities :(
I know you'll be reading this some time soon Puffy :) Inbox me after you read this.
Friday, November 19, 2010
I find joy in finding out when people lie. And especially when it's right in my face, especially when they're your closest friends. HA. But I guess who wouldn't enjoy seeing watching someone acting like they're 'for real', when you know that they're lying...
...It's not really a big deal, but I would prefer it if you guys were just upfront and didn't try to match yourselves to the 'same level', and try to make yourselves look like you can match up to other people's levels. It's not what people look for in friends.
The thing about the 'good news', lol, just forget about it. I'll mentio it like soon enough. I've changed my mind if any of you were wondering. Biology. You piss me offffff.
OK. Tomorrow, I REALLLY need to get my maths and Jap down pat. And do all the stacks of homework and assessments done SHEESH. The load's too bigg :(
...It's not really a big deal, but I would prefer it if you guys were just upfront and didn't try to match yourselves to the 'same level', and try to make yourselves look like you can match up to other people's levels. It's not what people look for in friends.
The thing about the 'good news', lol, just forget about it. I'll mentio it like soon enough. I've changed my mind if any of you were wondering. Biology. You piss me offffff.
OK. Tomorrow, I REALLLY need to get my maths and Jap down pat. And do all the stacks of homework and assessments done SHEESH. The load's too bigg :(
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Sorry.
Sorry, but I'm going to have to blunt to you. Running away from everything won't make it better. This'll all catch up to you again. If not now, it will definitely hit you quite hard in the back of your head. Just letting you know...
As I have told you previously, your actions, emotions etc., are quite easy for me to read.
Remember how I was checking up on you to see if you relapsed back into your previous condition? See, your lies couldn't fool me. I knew you were going to be 'that way' sonner or later.
Since this time you won't be seeing us in a span of like, about a month (idk, but it'll definitely feel like that), we're just ALL going to wait for you. And since we're 'waiting' for you, your reactions towards our waiting will be chagrin in a way.
***
If you knew about your actions, then you should stop it? It makes sense.
As I have told you previously, your actions, emotions etc., are quite easy for me to read.
Remember how I was checking up on you to see if you relapsed back into your previous condition? See, your lies couldn't fool me. I knew you were going to be 'that way' sonner or later.
Since this time you won't be seeing us in a span of like, about a month (idk, but it'll definitely feel like that), we're just ALL going to wait for you. And since we're 'waiting' for you, your reactions towards our waiting will be chagrin in a way.
***
If you knew about your actions, then you should stop it? It makes sense.
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
O.O
11 views from France. Now THAT is pretty cool.
I cannot help it, this is SO gay. Just when I thought life was about to get better, the school tells me that I have MORDO AS MY FRICKEN MENTOR. DUDE. I DON'T WANT HIM TO BE WRITING MY REFERENCE. HE LOOKS DOWN ON EVERYONE. JEEEEZ.
Someone rescue me.
He's going to tell us to buy coke for him the whole time, and I only know Hassan and Nasia in there..
I don't know the other Lebs...Nasia and I are the ONLY girls in there with like 6 guys. Now that is what you called crappy organisation.
I cannot help it, this is SO gay. Just when I thought life was about to get better, the school tells me that I have MORDO AS MY FRICKEN MENTOR. DUDE. I DON'T WANT HIM TO BE WRITING MY REFERENCE. HE LOOKS DOWN ON EVERYONE. JEEEEZ.
Someone rescue me.
He's going to tell us to buy coke for him the whole time, and I only know Hassan and Nasia in there..
I don't know the other Lebs...Nasia and I are the ONLY girls in there with like 6 guys. Now that is what you called crappy organisation.
FINALLY. some peace.
OK. At least things at school have settled down these days. Gosh getting caught up in the middle of your group and not knowing 'who to stand up for' is so tiring.
School pisses me off. Everyone in the group is just so damn GAHHHH.
They backstab each other when the others not there..
And when they are in front of each other, they act like they're 'total besties' like, um. huh?
I guess it was good to make the decision to be an onlooker.
But I just really needed to voice my opinions, seeing as some of us in the group was looking in from the outside.
Its so different with a 'larger' group of friends. I was never used to that environment.
I'm the type that likes to have 1 or 2 close friends, and that's about it for me. I don't really hang much with everyone else...More of a 'just act happy and walk away afterwards' when I'm with large groups of people.
I swear, that girl has done NOTHING wrong to you guys, and I know that. Why you may ask. Maybe because unlike YOU ALL, she doesn't go bitching around. I know some of you watch every letter that I type onto here, so I'm just letting you know I'm trying to voice opinions, while at school you act like you're all innocent, and you 'never know what I'm talking about'. I have done nothing wrong to you, although it may seem like it. Yes, I admit, I do really dislike you. But as much as I'd like to keep on disliking you, that's not the best way to go around it. So I hope you will be able to see this sincerity someday. You guys may be bitching about me, but I certainly don't do that with/ about you guys.
Just one more thing, I hate how you people are starting to give a lot of the others a cold shoulder.
GAH. I shall keep myself from writing up anymore depressing blogs in the next few weeks :)
WELL. I had my FIRST HSC assessment today! OMG! It was SO damn nerve wracking! :O
Everything went wrong. Like GAH. Usually, when I have study notes, I don't print them off until the night before the assessment task because I find that when I read the notes on the monitor, I can study a fraction better. So this morning, I clicked on the WRONG Microsoft Word Document! And printed it out, Like it was my notes, but I had one that I finished, and one that I didn't end up finsihing, coz I forgot to delete that one. GAH. And I printed the one that I didn't finish, and what was worse was that I didn't print the WHOLE THING out! GRRRR.
But, luckily I took my Ancient History book with me to school, and I studied everything. The test was GAY CRAP. It tested on like, 3 out of 12 topics we did. Like, THE FUDGE BRO. Anyways, I remembered everything clearly, until I flipped the fricken test paper OVER. My mind was still brewing over all the notes I had made, and you could even swear that it was overflowing if it was tangible! And the MINUTE I flipped it over...I looked like a deer in the headlights, but unlike deers, I was unable to think of anything. All I thought of was WHITE. REPHRASE. All I could think about was the colour white, so my mind literally went blank.
But of course, the obvious essay questions were answered. BUT OHMYCRAP. THE FIRST FRICKEN QUESTION. I was SO STUCK ON THAT. Because that was the bit where I didn't study much on, and was the bit where I didn't sum up on my syllabus points on the WRONG SET OF NOTES WHICH I HAD WITH ME. So literally, on the LAST minute, I just guessed it, hoping it was correct.
And guessing that answer could be one of my Top 5 reasons to die a happy person right at his moment.
I GUESSED IT RIGHT. I EVEN ELABORATED ON THE WHOLE THING. I AM SO HAPPY.
In the end, it's God who gives me this wisdom, so I am really greatful to Him. And only through Him, can good doings be doneee :)
Many good things and bad things have happened, but all we can do is give thanks. I'm starting to see why people would 'give thanks' for things going bad.
I try to view life, and everything that surrounds it, in all possible ways, so that misunderstandings won't be made, and I think it has helped shape me who I am. Everyday, I have bad thoughts in my head (of course, everyone does) and I try to see it from a different perspective, and then it somehow turns into a good thing :)
All I can think of now are positive things, I am so dropping life, unless the situations are mandatory for life.
:)
Toodles. Hope everyone's in good spirits!
School pisses me off. Everyone in the group is just so damn GAHHHH.
They backstab each other when the others not there..
And when they are in front of each other, they act like they're 'total besties' like, um. huh?
I guess it was good to make the decision to be an onlooker.
But I just really needed to voice my opinions, seeing as some of us in the group was looking in from the outside.
Its so different with a 'larger' group of friends. I was never used to that environment.
I'm the type that likes to have 1 or 2 close friends, and that's about it for me. I don't really hang much with everyone else...More of a 'just act happy and walk away afterwards' when I'm with large groups of people.
I swear, that girl has done NOTHING wrong to you guys, and I know that. Why you may ask. Maybe because unlike YOU ALL, she doesn't go bitching around. I know some of you watch every letter that I type onto here, so I'm just letting you know I'm trying to voice opinions, while at school you act like you're all innocent, and you 'never know what I'm talking about'. I have done nothing wrong to you, although it may seem like it. Yes, I admit, I do really dislike you. But as much as I'd like to keep on disliking you, that's not the best way to go around it. So I hope you will be able to see this sincerity someday. You guys may be bitching about me, but I certainly don't do that with/ about you guys.
Just one more thing, I hate how you people are starting to give a lot of the others a cold shoulder.
GAH. I shall keep myself from writing up anymore depressing blogs in the next few weeks :)
WELL. I had my FIRST HSC assessment today! OMG! It was SO damn nerve wracking! :O
Everything went wrong. Like GAH. Usually, when I have study notes, I don't print them off until the night before the assessment task because I find that when I read the notes on the monitor, I can study a fraction better. So this morning, I clicked on the WRONG Microsoft Word Document! And printed it out, Like it was my notes, but I had one that I finished, and one that I didn't end up finsihing, coz I forgot to delete that one. GAH. And I printed the one that I didn't finish, and what was worse was that I didn't print the WHOLE THING out! GRRRR.
But, luckily I took my Ancient History book with me to school, and I studied everything. The test was GAY CRAP. It tested on like, 3 out of 12 topics we did. Like, THE FUDGE BRO. Anyways, I remembered everything clearly, until I flipped the fricken test paper OVER. My mind was still brewing over all the notes I had made, and you could even swear that it was overflowing if it was tangible! And the MINUTE I flipped it over...I looked like a deer in the headlights, but unlike deers, I was unable to think of anything. All I thought of was WHITE. REPHRASE. All I could think about was the colour white, so my mind literally went blank.
But of course, the obvious essay questions were answered. BUT OHMYCRAP. THE FIRST FRICKEN QUESTION. I was SO STUCK ON THAT. Because that was the bit where I didn't study much on, and was the bit where I didn't sum up on my syllabus points on the WRONG SET OF NOTES WHICH I HAD WITH ME. So literally, on the LAST minute, I just guessed it, hoping it was correct.
And guessing that answer could be one of my Top 5 reasons to die a happy person right at his moment.
I GUESSED IT RIGHT. I EVEN ELABORATED ON THE WHOLE THING. I AM SO HAPPY.
In the end, it's God who gives me this wisdom, so I am really greatful to Him. And only through Him, can good doings be doneee :)
Many good things and bad things have happened, but all we can do is give thanks. I'm starting to see why people would 'give thanks' for things going bad.
I try to view life, and everything that surrounds it, in all possible ways, so that misunderstandings won't be made, and I think it has helped shape me who I am. Everyday, I have bad thoughts in my head (of course, everyone does) and I try to see it from a different perspective, and then it somehow turns into a good thing :)
All I can think of now are positive things, I am so dropping life, unless the situations are mandatory for life.
:)
Toodles. Hope everyone's in good spirits!
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
You tossed it in the trash, you did....; Yr 10 Orientation. Day 2.
Bruno Mars, why oh WHY, are your songs so in the right all the time?
***
Seriously, you're the type that thinks that you've done nothing wrong, and expect people to come crawling back to you. Just letting you know, life doesn't revolve around you. Not everything's going to be influenced by you. So go sulk in that little corner of yours yeah?
If you ask afterwards, I know that you're a keeper :)
If not, then I'll keep in mind to chuck you aside like a piece of no good trash.
***
OMG. I just wrote this HEAPS good song in less than 5 minutes from those two lines above!! :D, while listening to Grenade; credited to Bruno Mars! :D
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Well, talking about how you cope with the yr 11 and 12 workload 4 times, is quite repetitive and patience testing. But in the end it was worth it, coz I got my PREFECTURE CREDENTIALSSS!! :D
Apart from all that crap I wrote above...
I have had THE happiest mood ever since Eun-Chong's first day :)
Today, I found a site BY ACCIDENT, that contained ALL the summarised syllabus points for EVERY subject in the HSC Course. What joy it was. I have not stopped smiling since like..4:30.
God's doings are really miraculous :)
Today, I realised that I needed to put a lot more trust in Him :)!
I am not in a foul mood anymore! Due to the song I just composed, and todays BLISS of finding out all the syllabus points for the rest of the HSC Course we take :)
<3 God, <3 friends.
And Ella's gone to ShangHai already :( Stay safe!
OMG. I recently started 'Down With Love'..LIKE OMG. GRACE LI. THIS IS SO NOT THE TIME BRO.
GAHH. And I have my first HSC assessment task tomorrow morning - Ancient History!
Hope I go well in it :)
Hope the syllabus findings will help me throughout the rest of this last year I have in high school!
Oh, and today in the Panel in the Gallery, Riccardo was like "I now know why they call it 'high school'" LOL.
Heavenly Father, I hope you will help me get through tonight's studying for tommorow's assessment task.
And today, on the way to school was pretty good. A Christian Ministry man was talking to a Puerto Rico student. Twas a pretty good story to hear :)
***
Seriously, you're the type that thinks that you've done nothing wrong, and expect people to come crawling back to you. Just letting you know, life doesn't revolve around you. Not everything's going to be influenced by you. So go sulk in that little corner of yours yeah?
If you ask afterwards, I know that you're a keeper :)
If not, then I'll keep in mind to chuck you aside like a piece of no good trash.
***
OMG. I just wrote this HEAPS good song in less than 5 minutes from those two lines above!! :D, while listening to Grenade; credited to Bruno Mars! :D
*****************************************
Well, talking about how you cope with the yr 11 and 12 workload 4 times, is quite repetitive and patience testing. But in the end it was worth it, coz I got my PREFECTURE CREDENTIALSSS!! :D
Apart from all that crap I wrote above...
I have had THE happiest mood ever since Eun-Chong's first day :)
Today, I found a site BY ACCIDENT, that contained ALL the summarised syllabus points for EVERY subject in the HSC Course. What joy it was. I have not stopped smiling since like..4:30.
God's doings are really miraculous :)
Today, I realised that I needed to put a lot more trust in Him :)!
I am not in a foul mood anymore! Due to the song I just composed, and todays BLISS of finding out all the syllabus points for the rest of the HSC Course we take :)
<3 God, <3 friends.
And Ella's gone to ShangHai already :( Stay safe!
OMG. I recently started 'Down With Love'..LIKE OMG. GRACE LI. THIS IS SO NOT THE TIME BRO.
GAHH. And I have my first HSC assessment task tomorrow morning - Ancient History!
Hope I go well in it :)
Hope the syllabus findings will help me throughout the rest of this last year I have in high school!
Oh, and today in the Panel in the Gallery, Riccardo was like "I now know why they call it 'high school'" LOL.
Heavenly Father, I hope you will help me get through tonight's studying for tommorow's assessment task.
And today, on the way to school was pretty good. A Christian Ministry man was talking to a Puerto Rico student. Twas a pretty good story to hear :)
Monday, November 15, 2010
Year 10 Orientation Day. DAY 1
Well, today was gay. Missed out on Japanese and Biology.
Hate catching up on work.
Love taunting children.
ROFLs.
We were in the Gallery, and we were getting ready for our 'panel' of speakers, and the guys started to play music on their phones, and then use the microphone to 'make some noise' BAHAHAHA. And then they were dancing to trance. or whatever crap it was. And then they started speaking like mychonny.
OMG. I HATE THOSE CHILDREN. But anywhos, we're allowed to boss them around now, so I guess all's good :)
AND OMG. There's like. SIX people from SGCS coming to Oatley. like. WA-OWWWWW. I never thought that those few people would change, especially that one girl. She looks like she had everything going right for her..Wonder why she's chagning :/
BAHAHAHA. So they started walking into the Gallery, and they wouldn't shut up, and all of us were like "Be quiet CHILDREN!" BAHAHAHAHAHA. The bliss of being a senior in a senior school. Note the pun.
And damn those girls from Penshurst. They walk around the school like they think they own it already. PSCHT. And a fight nearly started today. Again. GAH.
Seriously I want to rage about a number of reasons. But I won't. I will choose to forget it, unless some people want to bring it back up. It was a time for you people to find some others to lean on, but like seriously. She's always there for you, no matter what, and I can guarantee you that. But for now, she's had enough. If this is how you treat her, and not even encourage or mutter a word to her, I don't know what you people want from them. She's very willing to do anything, and the way you act really won't be helping much at all. So please stop acting like little 12 year olds when you're like 16/17, even though you guys do spur each other on.
OK. POOOOOOOOOOOOOOFFFF. This will stay here, and it'll be erased from my memmory. Well, I could try heaps hard to erase, but I can't guarantee.
Tomorrow is Day 2 of Orientation. BAHAHAHAHAH. Have to talk about fricken hospitals and my crappy school attendance. Thanks a lot. LOL. But then, it's the only thing I can do to get Prefecture...
I want PREFECTUREEEEE. And those little Hurstville boys children. BLAH. You guys are gonna have so much trouble studying unless you're like Bassem or Shane. LOOOL. Good luck to you allllllll :)
Hate catching up on work.
Love taunting children.
ROFLs.
We were in the Gallery, and we were getting ready for our 'panel' of speakers, and the guys started to play music on their phones, and then use the microphone to 'make some noise' BAHAHAHA. And then they were dancing to trance. or whatever crap it was. And then they started speaking like mychonny.
OMG. I HATE THOSE CHILDREN. But anywhos, we're allowed to boss them around now, so I guess all's good :)
AND OMG. There's like. SIX people from SGCS coming to Oatley. like. WA-OWWWWW. I never thought that those few people would change, especially that one girl. She looks like she had everything going right for her..Wonder why she's chagning :/
BAHAHAHA. So they started walking into the Gallery, and they wouldn't shut up, and all of us were like "Be quiet CHILDREN!" BAHAHAHAHAHA. The bliss of being a senior in a senior school. Note the pun.
And damn those girls from Penshurst. They walk around the school like they think they own it already. PSCHT. And a fight nearly started today. Again. GAH.
Seriously I want to rage about a number of reasons. But I won't. I will choose to forget it, unless some people want to bring it back up. It was a time for you people to find some others to lean on, but like seriously. She's always there for you, no matter what, and I can guarantee you that. But for now, she's had enough. If this is how you treat her, and not even encourage or mutter a word to her, I don't know what you people want from them. She's very willing to do anything, and the way you act really won't be helping much at all. So please stop acting like little 12 year olds when you're like 16/17, even though you guys do spur each other on.
OK. POOOOOOOOOOOOOOFFFF. This will stay here, and it'll be erased from my memmory. Well, I could try heaps hard to erase, but I can't guarantee.
Tomorrow is Day 2 of Orientation. BAHAHAHAHAH. Have to talk about fricken hospitals and my crappy school attendance. Thanks a lot. LOL. But then, it's the only thing I can do to get Prefecture...
I want PREFECTUREEEEE. And those little Hurstville boys children. BLAH. You guys are gonna have so much trouble studying unless you're like Bassem or Shane. LOOOL. Good luck to you allllllll :)
Saturday, November 13, 2010
SERIOUSLY.
I am SO over being sick all the time.
First coughing.
Then fever.
Now a COLD.
FUDGE THIS WORLD.
omg. China in a month and two-ish weeks.
First coughing.
Then fever.
Now a COLD.
FUDGE THIS WORLD.
omg. China in a month and two-ish weeks.
Friday, November 12, 2010
BAHAHAHAH.
I love reading my stats for this blog. I'm so curoius as to who's reading it :)
I have had 10 views since the start of this day.
Today is BOILING HAWTTTTT.
I hate Australian weather.
I wish I could live in Forks. NO SUN AT ALL.
I hate Summer. Love Winter :)
But seriously, I really do hate the sun.
I have had 10 views since the start of this day.
Today is BOILING HAWTTTTT.
I hate Australian weather.
I wish I could live in Forks. NO SUN AT ALL.
I hate Summer. Love Winter :)
But seriously, I really do hate the sun.
Do you even care anymore?
IT feels like you don't, and that you want nothing to be amended.
But hey, I could be raging back at you so badly you probably won't even know what just hit you. You haven't seen me rage, no ones seen me rage as bad as I can, not even my closest friends, only my parents.
Yeah, wallow in your self-pity. You say I'm contradicting myself, while at the EXACT same time when you say it, you're only contradicting yourself as well.
We're all wrong, and I've had my fair share of arguing this last month ok?
So before you say that I'm 'in the wrong', let me remind you, as much as i am 'in the wrong', you are in the wrong too. Everyone is in the wrong.
Me being 'in more of the wrong than you could ever be' right now, doesn't change the fact that you are in the wrong as well. SO JUST SHUT THE HELL UP.
I HATE HAVING YOU PEOPLE TALKING TO ME.
***
Onto a happier note...
WAIT. But before I get onto it, let me rage say a bit more.
As much as I want everything to be fine again, knowing how you guys are acting really doesn't help if you want to 'get over this'..If this is what you could even call it.
You guys fuel each other. AND I HATE IT. I knew this was going to come sooner or later literally YEARS ago, so just grow up. And come back when you're ready. When you have a real dose of reality.
***
Now it's really onto a happier note. :D
OK, well I wouldn't say say 'happier', but I would say BETTER note :)
Well, I got my braces tightened today. They felt weird while he was tightening them, and when he took the wires out, my teeth felt SO FREE. And so I was like out aloud, "I feel so free! (referring to teeth)"
And the ortho goes to me, "WOW! *flashes smile* We've never had anyone say that before."
Like, does anyone experience 'free-ness' after the ortho takes out the wire while he's changing them?
But they don't hurt, so all is fine. But I wonder why they're not hurting :/
I really need to start making notes for assesssments. As much as I'd like to focus on life right now, the assessments shape our lives. So I guess, drop life, and let the days that you live be surrounded by assessments and studying until the end of next year?
But hey, I could be raging back at you so badly you probably won't even know what just hit you. You haven't seen me rage, no ones seen me rage as bad as I can, not even my closest friends, only my parents.
Yeah, wallow in your self-pity. You say I'm contradicting myself, while at the EXACT same time when you say it, you're only contradicting yourself as well.
We're all wrong, and I've had my fair share of arguing this last month ok?
So before you say that I'm 'in the wrong', let me remind you, as much as i am 'in the wrong', you are in the wrong too. Everyone is in the wrong.
Me being 'in more of the wrong than you could ever be' right now, doesn't change the fact that you are in the wrong as well. SO JUST SHUT THE HELL UP.
I HATE HAVING YOU PEOPLE TALKING TO ME.
***
Onto a happier note...
WAIT. But before I get onto it, let me rage say a bit more.
As much as I want everything to be fine again, knowing how you guys are acting really doesn't help if you want to 'get over this'..If this is what you could even call it.
You guys fuel each other. AND I HATE IT. I knew this was going to come sooner or later literally YEARS ago, so just grow up. And come back when you're ready. When you have a real dose of reality.
***
Now it's really onto a happier note. :D
OK, well I wouldn't say say 'happier', but I would say BETTER note :)
Well, I got my braces tightened today. They felt weird while he was tightening them, and when he took the wires out, my teeth felt SO FREE. And so I was like out aloud, "I feel so free! (referring to teeth)"
And the ortho goes to me, "WOW! *flashes smile* We've never had anyone say that before."
Like, does anyone experience 'free-ness' after the ortho takes out the wire while he's changing them?
But they don't hurt, so all is fine. But I wonder why they're not hurting :/
I really need to start making notes for assesssments. As much as I'd like to focus on life right now, the assessments shape our lives. So I guess, drop life, and let the days that you live be surrounded by assessments and studying until the end of next year?
Thursday, November 11, 2010
I wonder.
How life is, on your side right now.
These days, I don't really care much about anything anymore...
I laugh things off, take everthing light heartedly, to not take everything so seriously, because none of it is worth my time at the moment.
I'm gone.
These days, I don't really care much about anything anymore...
I laugh things off, take everthing light heartedly, to not take everything so seriously, because none of it is worth my time at the moment.
I'm gone.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
IQ102
SO, I just finished watching 'The National IQ Test 2010' on Channel 9.
My IQ is102! :D It feels gratifying knowing that your IQ is higher than the normal average :)
The average is 100.
Next Monday and Tuesday is Year 10 Orientation, which means that I get to miss out on class and take little children around our schoooool! :D And to get my Passport for Prefecture signed! YEEE BRO.
A step closer to getting Prefecture credentials!
SHIET. Forgot about typing up tutoring homework O.O
Blah. Blah. Blah.
My IQ is102! :D It feels gratifying knowing that your IQ is higher than the normal average :)
The average is 100.
Next Monday and Tuesday is Year 10 Orientation, which means that I get to miss out on class and take little children around our schoooool! :D And to get my Passport for Prefecture signed! YEEE BRO.
A step closer to getting Prefecture credentials!
SHIET. Forgot about typing up tutoring homework O.O
Blah. Blah. Blah.
Monday, November 8, 2010
HIGHLIGHT.
To kickstart this morning with a BANG, this morning Ruth and I went straight to Jannali :)
ROFLS. LMAO.
OK, for those of you who don't know the train stops down here, they ARE
All Stops: Hurstville, Penshurst, Mortdale, Oatley, Como, Jannali etc.
Limisted Stops: Hurstville, Penshurst, Mortdale, Jannali etc.
NOTE: To get to Como and Jannali, you have to go over this river. And it's like, a LONG ASS AWAY FROM OATLEY.
LOLS. OK. I could NOT stop laughing about this the whole day today :)
Well, Ruth and I got on the trani ASSUMING it went to Oatley, but thanks to our 'friends', they didn't even make an ATTEMPT to stop us from getting on. Or maybe they just thought we wanted to go to Mortdale like some people do, and exercise their way to school. But we're not that gruelling.
ANYWAYS. Ruth was talking to me non-stop, and when our train hit Mortdale, I just decided to stare out the window and take in my surroundings (which were Caringbah little children and no Oatley people left on the train at Mortdale), because usually, Moggie and stuffs stand while Ruth and I sit. So I started looking out the window, and noticed all Oatley people getting off while Ruth was talking. The doors were starting to shut, and I turned around to her, and grabbed her arm, and said "WE'RE GOING TO JANNALI!!!!!!!!!" Yeah. We immediately realised that getting all stressed about being late to school/ being scared not knowing 'how to get back' wouldn't help us in the situation, so what do we start doing first? Laugh. Laughter is the best medicine. And to this very moment, while I'm typing, I STILL am laughing, but I'm trying SO hard to suppress it, and by doing that, my cheeks hurt from smiling. ANYWAYS.
So we got to Jannali, and we got off. AND THANK SERIOUSLY. THANK THE LORD that that Antonio guy from school was on the same train as us..He was like, 3-ish carriages in front of us. And ruth and I were looking around on the station to see how to get to the other side, and I saw Antonio, so I was like to Ruth, "At least we're not alone :)" OK, well, we don't know Antonio on a friend basis, we just see him around at school. So where Ruth and I got off was directly in front of the gate to walk out of the station, and there was no other way to get to the other platform (Jannali only has two platforms). And Antonio was looking around for a way to get to the other platform and there was no way to get there, and I realised that we could only walk out onto the street, and walk in a circle to the other side. BWAHAHAHA. And he started following us. But who wouldn't? We had to stick together anyways coz we go to the same schooooooooooool.
LUCKILY. When we got to the other top of the street of that sides platform, the train started to come. Because there usually aren't many trains that go to Jannali/ Oatley. So if this train didn't stop at Oatley, it DEFs would've stopped at Mortdale. Concluding that the three of us would have to gruel it all the way to school from there... =.="
BUT. The boy ran. And run so fast he did, that he got onto the train before the both of us. Thanks. But at least he was nice enough to keep the train doors from closing to let us get on the train :) AND LOL. What was funny was that, the three of us INSTINCTIVELY poked our heads out at the same time to see if the train was going to stop at Oatley.
So, in the end, the train made it to Oatley. We got off the train, and the first thing that came to my mind was that God had actually planned this out nicely! :D Although we could've been late, we don't know if we were made to go there to 'guide' Antonio to get to the other platform, or if it was that Antonio was made to go there so that both of us girls didn't feel so hopeless. And I ended up saying to Ruth, "God really DOES have His plans set out for each one of us."
We got to school, and we JUST made it, one minute before the bell went off :)
BWAHAHAHAHAH. This was the highlight of my day, and probably will be the highlight for the rest of this remaining year.
CHRISTMAS IN SIX WEEKS PEOPLE.
Gahh. Syllabus points. Here I come.
ROFLS. LMAO.
OK, for those of you who don't know the train stops down here, they ARE
All Stops: Hurstville, Penshurst, Mortdale, Oatley, Como, Jannali etc.
Limisted Stops: Hurstville, Penshurst, Mortdale, Jannali etc.
NOTE: To get to Como and Jannali, you have to go over this river. And it's like, a LONG ASS AWAY FROM OATLEY.
LOLS. OK. I could NOT stop laughing about this the whole day today :)
Well, Ruth and I got on the trani ASSUMING it went to Oatley, but thanks to our 'friends', they didn't even make an ATTEMPT to stop us from getting on. Or maybe they just thought we wanted to go to Mortdale like some people do, and exercise their way to school. But we're not that gruelling.
ANYWAYS. Ruth was talking to me non-stop, and when our train hit Mortdale, I just decided to stare out the window and take in my surroundings (which were Caringbah little children and no Oatley people left on the train at Mortdale), because usually, Moggie and stuffs stand while Ruth and I sit. So I started looking out the window, and noticed all Oatley people getting off while Ruth was talking. The doors were starting to shut, and I turned around to her, and grabbed her arm, and said "WE'RE GOING TO JANNALI!!!!!!!!!" Yeah. We immediately realised that getting all stressed about being late to school/ being scared not knowing 'how to get back' wouldn't help us in the situation, so what do we start doing first? Laugh. Laughter is the best medicine. And to this very moment, while I'm typing, I STILL am laughing, but I'm trying SO hard to suppress it, and by doing that, my cheeks hurt from smiling. ANYWAYS.
So we got to Jannali, and we got off. AND THANK SERIOUSLY. THANK THE LORD that that Antonio guy from school was on the same train as us..He was like, 3-ish carriages in front of us. And ruth and I were looking around on the station to see how to get to the other side, and I saw Antonio, so I was like to Ruth, "At least we're not alone :)" OK, well, we don't know Antonio on a friend basis, we just see him around at school. So where Ruth and I got off was directly in front of the gate to walk out of the station, and there was no other way to get to the other platform (Jannali only has two platforms). And Antonio was looking around for a way to get to the other platform and there was no way to get there, and I realised that we could only walk out onto the street, and walk in a circle to the other side. BWAHAHAHA. And he started following us. But who wouldn't? We had to stick together anyways coz we go to the same schooooooooooool.
LUCKILY. When we got to the other top of the street of that sides platform, the train started to come. Because there usually aren't many trains that go to Jannali/ Oatley. So if this train didn't stop at Oatley, it DEFs would've stopped at Mortdale. Concluding that the three of us would have to gruel it all the way to school from there... =.="
BUT. The boy ran. And run so fast he did, that he got onto the train before the both of us. Thanks. But at least he was nice enough to keep the train doors from closing to let us get on the train :) AND LOL. What was funny was that, the three of us INSTINCTIVELY poked our heads out at the same time to see if the train was going to stop at Oatley.
So, in the end, the train made it to Oatley. We got off the train, and the first thing that came to my mind was that God had actually planned this out nicely! :D Although we could've been late, we don't know if we were made to go there to 'guide' Antonio to get to the other platform, or if it was that Antonio was made to go there so that both of us girls didn't feel so hopeless. And I ended up saying to Ruth, "God really DOES have His plans set out for each one of us."
We got to school, and we JUST made it, one minute before the bell went off :)
BWAHAHAHAHAH. This was the highlight of my day, and probably will be the highlight for the rest of this remaining year.
CHRISTMAS IN SIX WEEKS PEOPLE.
Gahh. Syllabus points. Here I come.
I don't want you to take this to heart ok? I know that you may though.
But this isn't doing any of us any good yeah?
I can kind of see where each of us are coming from when we talk.
I know you know that this has affected each one of us hard, and that we are ALL going through this as if we were walking through quicksand.
Some are suffering harder than others, but you two are definitely suffering the hardest.
No need to point out the reasons to what they are. They are quite obvious for us to see. (or at least most of us)
I sound like some fudged up psychologist or something, but I just really want to comfort the both of you, and try to sort things out calmly between the four of us. I know that if we do actually try, the first few times, it won't go as smoothly, but if we keep re-inforcing and reminding each other that in order to get through all of this, and not leave it as some unfinished memory in the future, we need to get through this all. TOGETHER.
We are all hurting. Some more than others.
Oh yeah, just clarifying things up. I know that if I chucked a 'Karen', it would NOT have gone down well, even when you asked me to. Remember YG I think `08? Yeah it was `08.. I could tell that even when you were all aggravated, and you had two entirely different personalities talk to you about it, you preferred the 'Clara' personality much more. Everything worked out better in the end, although I have a feeling them being older also contributed to it, but still. It's the way they talked you through it that made you not so aggravated.
Hope you guys are well :)
Aveeno. I hate you. You sticky little bitch, who doesn't absorb well into skin. Go away.
But this isn't doing any of us any good yeah?
I can kind of see where each of us are coming from when we talk.
I know you know that this has affected each one of us hard, and that we are ALL going through this as if we were walking through quicksand.
Some are suffering harder than others, but you two are definitely suffering the hardest.
No need to point out the reasons to what they are. They are quite obvious for us to see. (or at least most of us)
I sound like some fudged up psychologist or something, but I just really want to comfort the both of you, and try to sort things out calmly between the four of us. I know that if we do actually try, the first few times, it won't go as smoothly, but if we keep re-inforcing and reminding each other that in order to get through all of this, and not leave it as some unfinished memory in the future, we need to get through this all. TOGETHER.
We are all hurting. Some more than others.
Oh yeah, just clarifying things up. I know that if I chucked a 'Karen', it would NOT have gone down well, even when you asked me to. Remember YG I think `08? Yeah it was `08.. I could tell that even when you were all aggravated, and you had two entirely different personalities talk to you about it, you preferred the 'Clara' personality much more. Everything worked out better in the end, although I have a feeling them being older also contributed to it, but still. It's the way they talked you through it that made you not so aggravated.
Hope you guys are well :)
Aveeno. I hate you. You sticky little bitch, who doesn't absorb well into skin. Go away.
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Life. FREEEEEDOMM
SO. Dad's been out of the country for about a week now..I actually don't know for how long it's been, but it sure feels like a week.
I was excited that he was leaving, so that I could have more freedom. BUT NO.
All this school work started to pile up....
SO. There's still like...Two more weeks until he comes back.
At least there's cash to burn. NUUU.
Braces are being tightened this coming Friday. I wonder if it'll hurt as much as people say it will? O.O
I need sleep. DAMN my sleeping patterns are so fudged I can't sleep at night nowadays.. Everything's boiling up inside me......and I can't get to sleep..And then I end up sleeping through classes. This is SOOOO not the time to be doing that..
And then because of 'not sleeping early' (because I can't fall asleep) I get fricken SICK. and fricken fevers and coughing.
Fudge life. OK. Be greatful for it Grace, be greatful. People have it WAYYY worse than you do. What you need is a slap in the head from someone who's suffering much more. That way, everything'll be better :)
Toodles. Time to sleep my dearest chingu's :)
DURIAN. YOMMY.
I was excited that he was leaving, so that I could have more freedom. BUT NO.
All this school work started to pile up....
SO. There's still like...Two more weeks until he comes back.
At least there's cash to burn. NUUU.
Braces are being tightened this coming Friday. I wonder if it'll hurt as much as people say it will? O.O
I need sleep. DAMN my sleeping patterns are so fudged I can't sleep at night nowadays.. Everything's boiling up inside me......and I can't get to sleep..And then I end up sleeping through classes. This is SOOOO not the time to be doing that..
And then because of 'not sleeping early' (because I can't fall asleep) I get fricken SICK. and fricken fevers and coughing.
Fudge life. OK. Be greatful for it Grace, be greatful. People have it WAYYY worse than you do. What you need is a slap in the head from someone who's suffering much more. That way, everything'll be better :)
Toodles. Time to sleep my dearest chingu's :)
DURIAN. YOMMY.
BRRRROOOOOOM BRROOOOOM. Sorry. I seriously don't know why I did that O.O
I guess I just heard a car go by hahaha :)
Guess what I do when I first log into my blogspot?
I check my stats. That way I like to see who from which countires are reading my blog ahaha.
So far I've had quite a few views from Canada and USA.
JEEZ. There's SO much homework to do. SHAT.
All those exercises on Maths. Summarisation of syllabus points for Bio and Ancient. And then read the speeches, and answer approximately 20 questions for three speeches. THEN. Tutoring homework. gah.
Well, I have some good news/ bad news. It depends on which way you look at it I guess. But for me, I guess it's good to know the outcomes. You'll hear more about it in the upcoming posts...
Blah. I hate it. I hate school. I cannot skip school unless I'm like crazy sick and I cannot have ANY sort of early leave unless it's for a hospital appointment. So not even for physio. DAYUUUM. Life is so time consumed these days. OK...So that didn't really make sense. Ahahahas. Remember previously, in my blog, how I told you guys that the Board of Studies allows a leeway of 80% attendance at school, even though they say minimum is 85%? My attendance is fricken 81.25%. I'm so pissed at me. But yeah, I guess who wouldn't be? But seriously, NO JOKE, I really thank God that they're giving us a leeway. That way, I won't have to repeat. Fudge the system I say.
We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. :)
OK. That came out harsh (from my perspective, for the time being). But everyone has their little minor flaws yeah? Some have bigger than others. And some even have titanic flaws.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
BLAHHHHHH. FUDGE YOU ALLL.
I don't know who to believe now.
Guess we'll have to start a new brick wall from the first brick to the first layer of cement.
But first, where do we get that first brick from? Now there's food for thought.
I guess I just heard a car go by hahaha :)
Guess what I do when I first log into my blogspot?
I check my stats. That way I like to see who from which countires are reading my blog ahaha.
So far I've had quite a few views from Canada and USA.
JEEZ. There's SO much homework to do. SHAT.
All those exercises on Maths. Summarisation of syllabus points for Bio and Ancient. And then read the speeches, and answer approximately 20 questions for three speeches. THEN. Tutoring homework. gah.
Well, I have some good news/ bad news. It depends on which way you look at it I guess. But for me, I guess it's good to know the outcomes. You'll hear more about it in the upcoming posts...
Blah. I hate it. I hate school. I cannot skip school unless I'm like crazy sick and I cannot have ANY sort of early leave unless it's for a hospital appointment. So not even for physio. DAYUUUM. Life is so time consumed these days. OK...So that didn't really make sense. Ahahahas. Remember previously, in my blog, how I told you guys that the Board of Studies allows a leeway of 80% attendance at school, even though they say minimum is 85%? My attendance is fricken 81.25%. I'm so pissed at me. But yeah, I guess who wouldn't be? But seriously, NO JOKE, I really thank God that they're giving us a leeway. That way, I won't have to repeat. Fudge the system I say.
We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. :)
OK. That came out harsh (from my perspective, for the time being). But everyone has their little minor flaws yeah? Some have bigger than others. And some even have titanic flaws.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
BLAHHHHHH. FUDGE YOU ALLL.
I don't know who to believe now.
Guess we'll have to start a new brick wall from the first brick to the first layer of cement.
But first, where do we get that first brick from? Now there's food for thought.
Friday, November 5, 2010
You are; I understand; You are.
A gift to me. Flawless. Feisty. Yet compassionate. My everything. Unique. Intelligent. Too stuborn to believe the true facts about yourself. Outgoing. Loud. Messy. Everything in between.
That this is a hard time. Everything's crumbling. That it feels like there's nothing left in life. The fact that you want to take your mind off of everything.
Everything I need.
***
Personally, I think that no matter who you talk to, it's best to get these things off of your chest. I know that you don't want to admit it to yourself, but just thinking about already makes it an admittance. The sooner you get these things off your chest (to a close friend), the less insecure you'll feel :).
I've been wanting to call you for so long, but to be honest, I'm scared when you rage/ are pissed, no matter who it's aimed at. In the end, I'm just some wuss who's scared of you. One day, just ONE DAY, I'll muster up the courage to call you again.
***
To the girl at school, you were new. My friends welcomed you. It was great seeing you again since primary school days ;). But now, my so called friends have abandoned you these past two weeks. I'm sorry that I got caught up in my own little world and didn't realise it. That feeling of loneliness, and not being able to know who to turn to, who to trust. I can't even find you at school anymore. You hide in little crevices and cracks, which makes it so much harder to find you. I'll spot you in the library soon! I have a small-ish idea of what's going on....She stole your major yeah? That must suck, I can only imagine what it feels like to have that happen to you. You're everything probably depended on that :( Inbox me when you see this. If you don't want to talk, I'm fine with it, I just don't want to seem nosy. Don't worry! I'll sing you the meatball song :) Wait, you'll have to tell me the lyrics first though...I've forgotten what the words were.
***
To us four in English: DAMN. We are so gonna ace those trials! ;)
That this is a hard time. Everything's crumbling. That it feels like there's nothing left in life. The fact that you want to take your mind off of everything.
Everything I need.
***
Personally, I think that no matter who you talk to, it's best to get these things off of your chest. I know that you don't want to admit it to yourself, but just thinking about already makes it an admittance. The sooner you get these things off your chest (to a close friend), the less insecure you'll feel :).
I've been wanting to call you for so long, but to be honest, I'm scared when you rage/ are pissed, no matter who it's aimed at. In the end, I'm just some wuss who's scared of you. One day, just ONE DAY, I'll muster up the courage to call you again.
***
To the girl at school, you were new. My friends welcomed you. It was great seeing you again since primary school days ;). But now, my so called friends have abandoned you these past two weeks. I'm sorry that I got caught up in my own little world and didn't realise it. That feeling of loneliness, and not being able to know who to turn to, who to trust. I can't even find you at school anymore. You hide in little crevices and cracks, which makes it so much harder to find you. I'll spot you in the library soon! I have a small-ish idea of what's going on....She stole your major yeah? That must suck, I can only imagine what it feels like to have that happen to you. You're everything probably depended on that :( Inbox me when you see this. If you don't want to talk, I'm fine with it, I just don't want to seem nosy. Don't worry! I'll sing you the meatball song :) Wait, you'll have to tell me the lyrics first though...I've forgotten what the words were.
***
To us four in English: DAMN. We are so gonna ace those trials! ;)
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
lalalalal.
i seeee youuuuuuu hehehehe.
if i told you guys what that really meant, it would show that my stalking level has gone up by like..10 notches. so like. yeah. ill stop right here. AHAHAHA.
if i told you guys what that really meant, it would show that my stalking level has gone up by like..10 notches. so like. yeah. ill stop right here. AHAHAHA.
Hi there.
SO. I thought that you would've learnt/ understood NOT TO SAY ANYTHING ELSE AFTER WHAT'S BEEN GOING ON THESE PAST WEEKS.
I don't want to rage at you, and I wll tell you this in the nicest way. Just please, if you have nothing nice to say, please keep it to yourself. This is the reason why everything is like this. OK. That didn't come out correctly. It's not that you should keep it to yourself, but just be nice about it in a way ok? ... If it's possible.
I really don't like this, and if it means distancing myself to keep close to you guys (I don't know if who evers reading this would understand..), I will do that.
****
Onto a happier note.
ROFLS. LOOL. Today, I started tutoring again(all hail tutoring), but this time, it was at The Brain. Ahahahah, I actually quite like the setting out of the classes here. They put you into classes with people from your school so that whatever we get tutored for, we'll be on the same page, and we'll be learning ahead of our topics, because the tutor knows topics we do, and in which order.
Well, in a way, it's kinda crappy as well because for the first hour, we get this lady teaching us called Leonie, and lol, we get to use mild swear words..even she uses them O.O
We go through a past paper with her, and then the next hour, we get Chris to tutor us. He's the principal of The Brain, and he seems quite carefree, yet strict.. I don't know how that works. AHAH IT'S A PARADOX. lol... Yeah, and then he goes through notes with us. And Leonie's still here with us..Two tutors at the same time? ..O.O
OMG ROFL. Jenny and I were eating sushi during tutoring right? And ahahaha. Leonie didn't even KNOW what SUSHI WAS. Do you know what she called it?! FALAFEL BAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH. Where the HELL did she get that from? LOL. And then all the Lebs started to laugh. ahahah :)
And then, it was change over time with the teachers, and she asked if Chris wanted anything to eat, and do you KNWO WHAT SHE SAYS? She says,
"Well, those two girls are eating Japanese Falafels...."
And, hypothetically Basem wanted to give Nobby a kiss; twas an analogy the teacher gave. LOL
And that Jack wanted to 'dance' with Adam. ROFLS.
And our reports were handed out at school. What a failure I am HAHA :) Oh wells, I can do better next time, I've done better than the previous report, and gotten better than what I was expecting. So therefore, I should be thankful (:
Yeah. That was pretty much my day. How was yours? I'd like to hear about it, whether it'd been good or bad, rain or hail. I'm in a happy mood to comfort anyone right at this moment. :)
Comforting I am bad at, but I guess the more experience I get, the better I'll be next time yeah? :)
/edit at 2255. i meant rain or SHINE. ahahahas.
I don't want to rage at you, and I wll tell you this in the nicest way. Just please, if you have nothing nice to say, please keep it to yourself. This is the reason why everything is like this. OK. That didn't come out correctly. It's not that you should keep it to yourself, but just be nice about it in a way ok? ... If it's possible.
I really don't like this, and if it means distancing myself to keep close to you guys (I don't know if who evers reading this would understand..), I will do that.
****
Onto a happier note.
ROFLS. LOOL. Today, I started tutoring again(all hail tutoring), but this time, it was at The Brain. Ahahahah, I actually quite like the setting out of the classes here. They put you into classes with people from your school so that whatever we get tutored for, we'll be on the same page, and we'll be learning ahead of our topics, because the tutor knows topics we do, and in which order.
Well, in a way, it's kinda crappy as well because for the first hour, we get this lady teaching us called Leonie, and lol, we get to use mild swear words..even she uses them O.O
We go through a past paper with her, and then the next hour, we get Chris to tutor us. He's the principal of The Brain, and he seems quite carefree, yet strict.. I don't know how that works. AHAH IT'S A PARADOX. lol... Yeah, and then he goes through notes with us. And Leonie's still here with us..Two tutors at the same time? ..O.O
OMG ROFL. Jenny and I were eating sushi during tutoring right? And ahahaha. Leonie didn't even KNOW what SUSHI WAS. Do you know what she called it?! FALAFEL BAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH. Where the HELL did she get that from? LOL. And then all the Lebs started to laugh. ahahah :)
And then, it was change over time with the teachers, and she asked if Chris wanted anything to eat, and do you KNWO WHAT SHE SAYS? She says,
"Well, those two girls are eating Japanese Falafels...."
And, hypothetically Basem wanted to give Nobby a kiss; twas an analogy the teacher gave. LOL
And that Jack wanted to 'dance' with Adam. ROFLS.
And our reports were handed out at school. What a failure I am HAHA :) Oh wells, I can do better next time, I've done better than the previous report, and gotten better than what I was expecting. So therefore, I should be thankful (:
Yeah. That was pretty much my day. How was yours? I'd like to hear about it, whether it'd been good or bad, rain or hail. I'm in a happy mood to comfort anyone right at this moment. :)
Comforting I am bad at, but I guess the more experience I get, the better I'll be next time yeah? :)
/edit at 2255. i meant rain or SHINE. ahahahas.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
BOS CRAP and crap from today. crapcrapcrap. is all that ever happens in this world.
Dear BOS,
Please, go fudge yourselves. I understand that you want people to have at least 85% attendance, and give people a leeway of minimum 80% at the lowest. But seriously, could you reconsider your outlines again? Yeah, I know you 'understand' (what bullshit that is) that people may have reasonable reasons as to why their attendance is too poor or whatever. Maybe people catch up straight after on what they miss out. Have you EVER thought of that. Just because we're 'younger' than you and more 'carefree' than you parliamentary people, take into consideration that some of us ACTUALLY take our education seriously and would do what EVER they fudge they can to get their HSC. You're screwing with peoples lives here. DID YOU KNOW THAT?! Bet you didn't.
I understand that what you say is 'for the best' (bullshat YET AGAIN). But you people can never take our words seriously would you? Guess that this is what makes Australia such a 'better country' than most others.
BULLSHAT. PISS OFF.
******
Onto a different topic now.
OK. I just saw a video on Facebook uploaded by my friends from school. OK. He's not really a friend. More of a "HI THERE. I've seen you around at school *adds on fb*"
It was a video which showed a young man, who most likely has a mental abnormality, who usually got on/ off trains at Hurstville. I am proud to say now, to the whole public, of how utterly ashamed I am of my school. I know that this may sound all principle-ish.. I'm sorry that you seem to think that I have a caring side for others. OK, the 'I am proud to say bit' didn't come out as perfectly as I wanted to...
But the video showed people in my year, who I THOUGHT were caring. Needless to say now, after seeing the video, I am utterly disgraced that they would disrespect the public and cause such racket and grievance towards a mentally affected young man, and the fact that they could CLEARLY tell he was mentally affected just makes the situation even worse.
I am even MORE disgraced at the fact that people who have watched the video have even 'liked' the video, and the fact that I treat them as my friends...HA. That just made me look at them in a whole new different perspective.
Please, go fudge yourselves. I understand that you want people to have at least 85% attendance, and give people a leeway of minimum 80% at the lowest. But seriously, could you reconsider your outlines again? Yeah, I know you 'understand' (what bullshit that is) that people may have reasonable reasons as to why their attendance is too poor or whatever. Maybe people catch up straight after on what they miss out. Have you EVER thought of that. Just because we're 'younger' than you and more 'carefree' than you parliamentary people, take into consideration that some of us ACTUALLY take our education seriously and would do what EVER they fudge they can to get their HSC. You're screwing with peoples lives here. DID YOU KNOW THAT?! Bet you didn't.
I understand that what you say is 'for the best' (bullshat YET AGAIN). But you people can never take our words seriously would you? Guess that this is what makes Australia such a 'better country' than most others.
BULLSHAT. PISS OFF.
******
Onto a different topic now.
OK. I just saw a video on Facebook uploaded by my friends from school. OK. He's not really a friend. More of a "HI THERE. I've seen you around at school *adds on fb*"
It was a video which showed a young man, who most likely has a mental abnormality, who usually got on/ off trains at Hurstville. I am proud to say now, to the whole public, of how utterly ashamed I am of my school. I know that this may sound all principle-ish.. I'm sorry that you seem to think that I have a caring side for others. OK, the 'I am proud to say bit' didn't come out as perfectly as I wanted to...
But the video showed people in my year, who I THOUGHT were caring. Needless to say now, after seeing the video, I am utterly disgraced that they would disrespect the public and cause such racket and grievance towards a mentally affected young man, and the fact that they could CLEARLY tell he was mentally affected just makes the situation even worse.
I am even MORE disgraced at the fact that people who have watched the video have even 'liked' the video, and the fact that I treat them as my friends...HA. That just made me look at them in a whole new different perspective.
Monday, November 1, 2010
This is towards two entirely different people.
First of all, I never would've thought that the both of you would ever care about this type of stuff.
And I'm thanking the both of you on two totally different things that you care about.
To the first person, even though I do dislike you in this minute way, thankyou for caring I guess. We don't talk much, we don't have much in common, we don't know each other that well. But you care enough to make sure that everyone around you is ok. And I'm greatful for that.
Thank you.
To the second person. You find out about SO many things, I'm sure you'll have no trouble in finding this any time soon. Or maybe you've already found out...? O.O
I would never say this up front to you, because I don't know you well, but I know you well enough to know how you would react towards me if I told you I was greatful that you cared.
From what you've told me so far, I know that you're worried. Thanks for caring, but seriously, don't worry about it. You keep asking if there's anything you 'should be worried about'. Seriously, NO. Think about it. If I told you that there was something to worry over, you would. And knowing how crazily your brain can go, if I told you that there's simply nothing to worry about, you'd still be racking your brains about it. So either way, you'll be worrying.
Just let it go. Whatever comes, will come. Take things one at a time, and like I told you today
"Duh, no one would want their friends to worry"
Pretty sure you wouldn't like it if your friends kept hounding you on about it if you knew what was happening. I'm not blaming you, I'm just saying to let you know what it feels like. UNLESS YOU GOT ALL OF THIS CRAP OUT OF THEM. OMG. if i find out that you got all of this out of them. you are dead meat. ill get over it heaps fast. but seriously, if that's the case. THEN FUDGE YOU.
Thank you.
And I'm thanking the both of you on two totally different things that you care about.
To the first person, even though I do dislike you in this minute way, thankyou for caring I guess. We don't talk much, we don't have much in common, we don't know each other that well. But you care enough to make sure that everyone around you is ok. And I'm greatful for that.
Thank you.
To the second person. You find out about SO many things, I'm sure you'll have no trouble in finding this any time soon. Or maybe you've already found out...? O.O
I would never say this up front to you, because I don't know you well, but I know you well enough to know how you would react towards me if I told you I was greatful that you cared.
From what you've told me so far, I know that you're worried. Thanks for caring, but seriously, don't worry about it. You keep asking if there's anything you 'should be worried about'. Seriously, NO. Think about it. If I told you that there was something to worry over, you would. And knowing how crazily your brain can go, if I told you that there's simply nothing to worry about, you'd still be racking your brains about it. So either way, you'll be worrying.
Just let it go. Whatever comes, will come. Take things one at a time, and like I told you today
"Duh, no one would want their friends to worry"
Pretty sure you wouldn't like it if your friends kept hounding you on about it if you knew what was happening. I'm not blaming you, I'm just saying to let you know what it feels like. UNLESS YOU GOT ALL OF THIS CRAP OUT OF THEM. OMG. if i find out that you got all of this out of them. you are dead meat. ill get over it heaps fast. but seriously, if that's the case. THEN FUDGE YOU.
Thank you.
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