IT feels like you don't, and that you want nothing to be amended.
But hey, I could be raging back at you so badly you probably won't even know what just hit you. You haven't seen me rage, no ones seen me rage as bad as I can, not even my closest friends, only my parents.
Yeah, wallow in your self-pity. You say I'm contradicting myself, while at the EXACT same time when you say it, you're only contradicting yourself as well.
We're all wrong, and I've had my fair share of arguing this last month ok?
So before you say that I'm 'in the wrong', let me remind you, as much as i am 'in the wrong', you are in the wrong too. Everyone is in the wrong.
Me being 'in more of the wrong than you could ever be' right now, doesn't change the fact that you are in the wrong as well. SO JUST SHUT THE HELL UP.
I HATE HAVING YOU PEOPLE TALKING TO ME.
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Onto a happier note...
WAIT. But before I get onto it, let me rage say a bit more.
As much as I want everything to be fine again, knowing how you guys are acting really doesn't help if you want to 'get over this'..If this is what you could even call it.
You guys fuel each other. AND I HATE IT. I knew this was going to come sooner or later literally YEARS ago, so just grow up. And come back when you're ready. When you have a real dose of reality.
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Now it's really onto a happier note. :D
OK, well I wouldn't say say 'happier', but I would say BETTER note :)
Well, I got my braces tightened today. They felt weird while he was tightening them, and when he took the wires out, my teeth felt SO FREE. And so I was like out aloud, "I feel so free! (referring to teeth)"
And the ortho goes to me, "WOW! *flashes smile* We've never had anyone say that before."
Like, does anyone experience 'free-ness' after the ortho takes out the wire while he's changing them?
But they don't hurt, so all is fine. But I wonder why they're not hurting :/
I really need to start making notes for assesssments. As much as I'd like to focus on life right now, the assessments shape our lives. So I guess, drop life, and let the days that you live be surrounded by assessments and studying until the end of next year?
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