Three wviws from RUSSIA! I want to go to Russia SO badly, and I want to track down ALLLLLLLL the Faberge eggs! They are SO beautiful!
Well, today was pretty tiring, even though we didn't do much...We watch 'Little Fockers' and then afterwards went to lunch at KURA on Dixon's. RUTH WONG. I AM SO GOING TO TAKE YOUR ASS TO MIZUYA NEXT TIME.
KURA. is like. VOMIT. It's very 'yeet hey' compared to Mizuya. Like yeah, Karaage is already yeet hey, but OMG. KURA's Karaage is like. nearly BLACK. NO JOKE.
But I was so full. They gave you this MASSIVE serving of rice, and basically no chicken...like um...huh?
And after that, we walked along Dixon's, then into Market City. As per usual, whenever I enter Market City from the Dixon side, I always check if Wilson's at the kiosk SELLING PHONES and signing people up for contracts. Hahaha. And then I distract him. TCH. We were childhood concubines...At least his porpor thought so...haha :)
Then we left. For home. Not much. Now, it's time to go for pre-drinks and BBQ/ dinner or whatever we're going to do...Nearly there....I wish that one day, I could have the status of my relatives...Not really status, but the way they live their lives. My life goal won't be to strive to be like them, but I just wish that my life will be more..'organised' and family-loving in a way in my near future...
OMG. IMAGINE IF FIREWORKS BY KATY PERRY COMES ON IN THE CITY DURING THE FIREWORKS! :)
I shall leave my entry to here. Tomorrow's Jeffrey's birhtday. That's another whole day gone.
HAAAAPPPPPPPPPY NEWWWW YEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! :D
2011..? BRING IT OOOONNNNNNNNNNNN
Friday, December 31, 2010
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
NO. I did not need you to catalogue my life. - Reflections of 2O1O; Welcome to the thoughts of my brain.
APPARENTLY, a DISCREET family member of mine wants to 'help me catalogue' everything about me.
Everything from day-to-day activities, down to the shoes I wear. Literally.
I don't deserve to be treated in a certain way, it all comes down to....
Well, I can't say 'morals & ethics', because they are both based on motivations from the worldly audience.
I'd say......God's moralsðics fits in there best :)
This year has been a massive blur, there were some EXTERMELY good things that happened, which could be counted as the highlight of my life. But then, in return, there were some EXTREMELY bad things that also happened. I could either get all pissed at it and sulk in my little corner. OR, I could take this in a stride, without lingering at the regrets I've made, and turn this into a life-long lesson?
I lost something that was more special than all the cash put together in this world, yes, it's cliche, but it's true.
My diary for some stubborn reason, stopped flowing with vivid memories for some unbeknownst reason. And as hard as I try to keep it flowing like a foutain with beautiful crystal-clear reflecting water, I know that it won't be happening for a bit of time.
Do they really mean what they say? Because they're kind of contradicting themselves. They say they care, and that they want to, yet they don't put it into actions. Kind of contradictory, for a person who got pissed off and telling them off with the same lines I just said.
OR, it could be that they really care and they actually do mean it, but only through the hurtful words that comes out of their mouths :S So it's like, 'read between the lines'....
I have very vivid dreams. Only a few handful know what I mean. Not even a handful. Half a handful? Quarter of a handful? Gosh, I think it's a blessing on one hand, and a curse on the other hand. I mean, it depends on the dream right? But ARGGGGH. How the hell are you meant to determine my dreams when they don't relate much to your life. Like yeah, it does relate to my life, but not in any specific way. I mean, I dream every night. And it pisses me off. You could basically say that my dreams determine my mood for the start of each day. I'm not crazy, I swear I'm not.
Like the dreams I got when I was what...4? Lions and snakes chasing after me? I had that dream basically every single night. WHEN I WAS FRICKEN FOUR YEARS OLD. Up until when I was like...10/11, when the dream 'actually happened'. Coz after the 'incident' happened, I read these 'dream guides' or whatever the hell they're called, and I remembered what I saw in my dreams and then they all seemed to make sense. I still remember them as if I just woke up from it. But that 'guide' thingy, didn't really say much about others...I hate my brain...
HAHAHAHAAH. Ok, now, I come to a pause, and think of who could be reading this...maybe some well-off person. Maybe some stalker. Maybe some normal person. Maybe someone who's going through tough times. Maybe a paedophile. OMG ROFLMAO. I just stopped typing straight after the full stop after typing 'paedophile'..LOOL Serious matter Grace, it's a serious matter..but LOLOLOLOLOL
There's only one person in this world who knows me best, although they may not know it themselves, at least I'm telling them now - indirectly. If they ever read this. There's nothing that that person doesn't know about me. Well, all the important bits anyway. The smaller pieces can fall in random spots where they may. And no. This isn't some symbolic talk, about 'God knows me best'..
What else has happened? New school = new friends :)
LOL, I've changed school 'so many times' (the actual physical, school campus) everyone always goes, "OMG YOU CHANGED SCHOOLS AGAIN?!"
500 students is very overwhelming, especially if you had a 'trial' from a year group of approximately 60 people to a different school which had 180ish students, which THEN you change to the senior campus which contains 500+ students ONLY in your year. Which means a school of 1000+ students - including the year 12s.
BLAH. enough about me, I wish you a HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :)
Secret Garden - you're making me go high.
***
I'm not really in the mood to talk to you, or anyone. What I say or do has been an act for quite some time. Yes even to you.
I don't mean to be mean, the truth hurts, but yes. This is the only way I can be when I don't want people to pelt me with questions.
Feel priveleged world. You have entered my diary. This is what I would write in my diary word-for-word. The previous entries weren't really 'diary entries'..
Everything from day-to-day activities, down to the shoes I wear. Literally.
I don't deserve to be treated in a certain way, it all comes down to....
Well, I can't say 'morals & ethics', because they are both based on motivations from the worldly audience.
I'd say......God's moralsðics fits in there best :)
This year has been a massive blur, there were some EXTERMELY good things that happened, which could be counted as the highlight of my life. But then, in return, there were some EXTREMELY bad things that also happened. I could either get all pissed at it and sulk in my little corner. OR, I could take this in a stride, without lingering at the regrets I've made, and turn this into a life-long lesson?
I lost something that was more special than all the cash put together in this world, yes, it's cliche, but it's true.
My diary for some stubborn reason, stopped flowing with vivid memories for some unbeknownst reason. And as hard as I try to keep it flowing like a foutain with beautiful crystal-clear reflecting water, I know that it won't be happening for a bit of time.
Do they really mean what they say? Because they're kind of contradicting themselves. They say they care, and that they want to, yet they don't put it into actions. Kind of contradictory, for a person who got pissed off and telling them off with the same lines I just said.
OR, it could be that they really care and they actually do mean it, but only through the hurtful words that comes out of their mouths :S So it's like, 'read between the lines'....
I have very vivid dreams. Only a few handful know what I mean. Not even a handful. Half a handful? Quarter of a handful? Gosh, I think it's a blessing on one hand, and a curse on the other hand. I mean, it depends on the dream right? But ARGGGGH. How the hell are you meant to determine my dreams when they don't relate much to your life. Like yeah, it does relate to my life, but not in any specific way. I mean, I dream every night. And it pisses me off. You could basically say that my dreams determine my mood for the start of each day. I'm not crazy, I swear I'm not.
Like the dreams I got when I was what...4? Lions and snakes chasing after me? I had that dream basically every single night. WHEN I WAS FRICKEN FOUR YEARS OLD. Up until when I was like...10/11, when the dream 'actually happened'. Coz after the 'incident' happened, I read these 'dream guides' or whatever the hell they're called, and I remembered what I saw in my dreams and then they all seemed to make sense. I still remember them as if I just woke up from it. But that 'guide' thingy, didn't really say much about others...I hate my brain...
HAHAHAHAAH. Ok, now, I come to a pause, and think of who could be reading this...maybe some well-off person. Maybe some stalker. Maybe some normal person. Maybe someone who's going through tough times. Maybe a paedophile. OMG ROFLMAO. I just stopped typing straight after the full stop after typing 'paedophile'..LOOL Serious matter Grace, it's a serious matter..but LOLOLOLOLOL
There's only one person in this world who knows me best, although they may not know it themselves, at least I'm telling them now - indirectly. If they ever read this. There's nothing that that person doesn't know about me. Well, all the important bits anyway. The smaller pieces can fall in random spots where they may. And no. This isn't some symbolic talk, about 'God knows me best'..
What else has happened? New school = new friends :)
LOL, I've changed school 'so many times' (the actual physical, school campus) everyone always goes, "OMG YOU CHANGED SCHOOLS AGAIN?!"
500 students is very overwhelming, especially if you had a 'trial' from a year group of approximately 60 people to a different school which had 180ish students, which THEN you change to the senior campus which contains 500+ students ONLY in your year. Which means a school of 1000+ students - including the year 12s.
BLAH. enough about me, I wish you a HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :)
Secret Garden - you're making me go high.
***
I'm not really in the mood to talk to you, or anyone. What I say or do has been an act for quite some time. Yes even to you.
I don't mean to be mean, the truth hurts, but yes. This is the only way I can be when I don't want people to pelt me with questions.
Feel priveleged world. You have entered my diary. This is what I would write in my diary word-for-word. The previous entries weren't really 'diary entries'..
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Yeah, I may have said it myself, but I don't want to find the time just for YOU.
Ok, that's selfish, but like yeah. I don't mean it in a mean way, it's just that...I think it'll be awkward?
I mean, think about it...You're how much older?
Like, it if was a place where there weren't many people, or if there wasn't so much of the bustling crowds of Sydney, then I'd be for it. Ish.
It's just that it gets me thinking.."um, what do we do?"
Our ages are so many years apart, our likes are so different.
just no?
Ok, that's selfish, but like yeah. I don't mean it in a mean way, it's just that...I think it'll be awkward?
I mean, think about it...You're how much older?
Like, it if was a place where there weren't many people, or if there wasn't so much of the bustling crowds of Sydney, then I'd be for it. Ish.
It's just that it gets me thinking.."um, what do we do?"
Our ages are so many years apart, our likes are so different.
just no?
Monday, December 27, 2010
Well, that gave no closure.....LOL
When times are rough, turn to your Leb friends, they provide endless amounts of laughter :)
Seriously, no joke :)
They take life so lightly, but yet so seriously, if you get what I mean? :S
They are pretty cool. They make the funniest jokes, about something that could be so serious. Which is AWEEEESOME, if you are in need of laughter :)
When times are rough, turn to your Leb friends, they provide endless amounts of laughter :)
Seriously, no joke :)
They take life so lightly, but yet so seriously, if you get what I mean? :S
They are pretty cool. They make the funniest jokes, about something that could be so serious. Which is AWEEEESOME, if you are in need of laughter :)
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Wtf? Am I not allowed to watch videos?
jeez, I was just merely watching it, and then I heard it. Farout.
***
I'm not stupid, I know. I just want to see how you'd make up your lie, or how you would not lie, and how you would tell me the truth. Or, to just ignore and act innocent the next time I ask you. You think I would be pisssed or cut if you told me the truth? No. I wouldn't be. I would only feel that way if you lied. Or ignored. So now it's up to your choice, to see how you shape my perspective of you. So, in the end, it'll only really be your decision..I GUESS.
***
There's so much that I've learnt about friendship over these past few months...
Yeah, whoever's reading this may be like, "Um? What is there to learn? Just to be nice to people, respect and be loyal to them?"
Haha, if you're one of those people thinking that, then obviously, you do not know the meaning of friendship.
Friendship isn't just about the other people, it's also about yourself, and how you want to be treated (in an 'un-selfish way of course..).
jeez, I was just merely watching it, and then I heard it. Farout.
***
I'm not stupid, I know. I just want to see how you'd make up your lie, or how you would not lie, and how you would tell me the truth. Or, to just ignore and act innocent the next time I ask you. You think I would be pisssed or cut if you told me the truth? No. I wouldn't be. I would only feel that way if you lied. Or ignored. So now it's up to your choice, to see how you shape my perspective of you. So, in the end, it'll only really be your decision..I GUESS.
***
There's so much that I've learnt about friendship over these past few months...
Yeah, whoever's reading this may be like, "Um? What is there to learn? Just to be nice to people, respect and be loyal to them?"
Haha, if you're one of those people thinking that, then obviously, you do not know the meaning of friendship.
Friendship isn't just about the other people, it's also about yourself, and how you want to be treated (in an 'un-selfish way of course..).
ELATEDness. Is there such a word? :) I HOPE SO. pretty sure there is...
BAHAHAHAHA.
ok. Today was a great day. Boxing Day Sales!
It's not a tangible subject, but I would drool all over it, if it were.. :)
They were MAAAAAASSSIVE!
You should've seen the crowds, there was one point, where we LITERALLY COULD NOT walk through the other side of the store, let alone walk between the benches where the items were placed.
웃음만. That's how I've been spending these few days. Memorising it. :)
Well, it was quite a surprise seeing a shout out, but I was AWEEESOMELY and pleasantly surprised when I watched J.Reyez's video :)
I don't know what to say, I'm just in awe :) Anyways. :)
NICOLEEEEEEEE! :D OMG THE DRESSES. OMG. THE CLOTHES. OMG. I NED TO GO BACK AND BUY. There was this REAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLY beautiful dress that I saw! OMG. I LOVE ALL THE DRESSES IN THAT DAMN SHOP.
Well, I went to Mizuya for lunch with Sarah and Lydia, and we had a mini DnM :) <3
BAHAHAHAHAAH. I'm sorry I couldn't share much with you guys..:/ I didn't have much to tell! But on the other hand, your stories were FUNNY. Yet cute :)
And OMG. Shopping, with your brother?! What girl would not dream of that?!
And when Lydia and I went to Cotton On. O.O
This was the scene:
Music fades at the end, slight 15 second silence from the surroundings and shoppers, we walk through the shop, music comes back on, and this is how it starts:
Great Day. ESPESH THE FOOD AT MIZUYA. SALMON?! I think SO :)
ok. Today was a great day. Boxing Day Sales!
It's not a tangible subject, but I would drool all over it, if it were.. :)
They were MAAAAAASSSIVE!
You should've seen the crowds, there was one point, where we LITERALLY COULD NOT walk through the other side of the store, let alone walk between the benches where the items were placed.
웃음만. That's how I've been spending these few days. Memorising it. :)
Well, it was quite a surprise seeing a shout out, but I was AWEEESOMELY and pleasantly surprised when I watched J.Reyez's video :)
I don't know what to say, I'm just in awe :) Anyways. :)
NICOLEEEEEEEE! :D OMG THE DRESSES. OMG. THE CLOTHES. OMG. I NED TO GO BACK AND BUY. There was this REAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLY beautiful dress that I saw! OMG. I LOVE ALL THE DRESSES IN THAT DAMN SHOP.
Well, I went to Mizuya for lunch with Sarah and Lydia, and we had a mini DnM :) <3
BAHAHAHAHAAH. I'm sorry I couldn't share much with you guys..:/ I didn't have much to tell! But on the other hand, your stories were FUNNY. Yet cute :)
And OMG. Shopping, with your brother?! What girl would not dream of that?!
And when Lydia and I went to Cotton On. O.O
This was the scene:
Music fades at the end, slight 15 second silence from the surroundings and shoppers, we walk through the shop, music comes back on, and this is how it starts:
You should've seen the looks on the Cotton On assistants faces when they saw everyones reaction to the song! ROFLMAO. Great going LMFAO-great lyrics you guys wrote.. LOL :)I. AM NOT A WHORE...........I. AM A HUMAN. NOT. A SANDWICH.
Great Day. ESPESH THE FOOD AT MIZUYA. SALMON?! I think SO :)
Friday, December 24, 2010
Food for thought.
OK, So, it's my second post for today. but whatever..
I'm on Facebook right, and one of my friends posted this on his status
I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST (is it Muslim or Islam? :/ I'm a bit confused) THEIR BELIEFS.
Yeah, I may be a Christian, but this confuses me o.O
Do they believe in MY God? Because I'm pretty sure my God said
But yeah, that just got me thinking...I'm just saying..I'm not against their beliefs or anything.
To me, having faith in something/ someone, is better than having no faith at all.
/edit. ok, What I guess I was saying was, who is it that we should believe? Things coincide between some religions/ beliefs and it gets really confusing. Of course, any person from their own religion would stand up for their god, and say "Of course it was our God that said it"
But it just gets really confusing, I'm not saying that I'm doubting my own faith, it's just that, all religions have been around for so long apart from modern day beliefs..It's hard to really pick out which is 'real' or not.
I'm on Facebook right, and one of my friends posted this on his status
I Love ALLLAHJUST TO MAKE IT CLEAR.
♥Put this as your status .80%
wont post this because they are
afraid to be laughed at, God
sed:"If u deny me in front of
......people, i will deny u infront of them.
I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST (is it Muslim or Islam? :/ I'm a bit confused) THEIR BELIEFS.
Yeah, I may be a Christian, but this confuses me o.O
Do they believe in MY God? Because I'm pretty sure my God said
"..but whoever denies me before men, I will also deny before my Father who is in heaven" - Matthew 10:33
I don't really know how to use the quoting thingy on this, so ignore the layout of it. LOL."..if we endure, we shall also reign with Him; if we deny Him, He will also deny us" - 2 Timothy 2:12
But yeah, that just got me thinking...I'm just saying..I'm not against their beliefs or anything.
To me, having faith in something/ someone, is better than having no faith at all.
/edit. ok, What I guess I was saying was, who is it that we should believe? Things coincide between some religions/ beliefs and it gets really confusing. Of course, any person from their own religion would stand up for their god, and say "Of course it was our God that said it"
But it just gets really confusing, I'm not saying that I'm doubting my own faith, it's just that, all religions have been around for so long apart from modern day beliefs..It's hard to really pick out which is 'real' or not.
Read it.
Proverbs 27:6
Although it may not feel like it, it's actually true, from our own perspectives. What we think is best, may not be the best for others, but still. None of us want to take the risk...
By now, I thought you would've taken the hint, but when I tell you, I think you're going to be like "WTF O.O?!" You're reaction's going to be hilarious! :) KARMA TIME?! LOLOLOLOLOLOL. Be greatful that I haven't said anything.....YET :P
Those hateful words of yours ;), just letting you know, please be careful? Even if it wasn't regarding to a certain person, they might feel differently about it.
****
On a happier noteeee! MERRY CHRISTMAAAAAAAAAAASSS! :D
Happy birthday Jesus! :D Thank You for being here with me the past few days, helping me along the way with reorganising my life! Thank You for helping me find my niche when I study. Thank You for helping me find my inspiration to study! :)
Thank You for coming down here to save us from our sins, and I hope that the next time will draw closer! Like yeah, I know each day brings us closer to it, I just mean "be close to now" :) Thank you. I thank You, for YOU :)
LOL, I know it sounds weird, and maybe cheesy, to have an inspiration to 'study'. But really, once you know what you want to do, and once you find out what can help you along the way to get what you want, it really does help, it just keeps on pushing you forward because it's there in front of you to remind you. Or at least it has with me? :L
Just keep in mind, all things you do should be for Him, not for yourself, not for anyone. Just find your niche in everything you do :)
I have a penchant for studying now. I can't believe that this has happened, but I have a strong penchant for it :)
THANK YOU GOD :)
Hopefully, the New Year will be better, with new 'starts' :)
Although it may not feel like it, it's actually true, from our own perspectives. What we think is best, may not be the best for others, but still. None of us want to take the risk...
By now, I thought you would've taken the hint, but when I tell you, I think you're going to be like "WTF O.O?!" You're reaction's going to be hilarious! :) KARMA TIME?! LOLOLOLOLOLOL. Be greatful that I haven't said anything.....YET :P
Those hateful words of yours ;), just letting you know, please be careful? Even if it wasn't regarding to a certain person, they might feel differently about it.
****
On a happier noteeee! MERRY CHRISTMAAAAAAAAAAASSS! :D
Happy birthday Jesus! :D Thank You for being here with me the past few days, helping me along the way with reorganising my life! Thank You for helping me find my niche when I study. Thank You for helping me find my inspiration to study! :)
Thank You for coming down here to save us from our sins, and I hope that the next time will draw closer! Like yeah, I know each day brings us closer to it, I just mean "be close to now" :) Thank you. I thank You, for YOU :)
LOL, I know it sounds weird, and maybe cheesy, to have an inspiration to 'study'. But really, once you know what you want to do, and once you find out what can help you along the way to get what you want, it really does help, it just keeps on pushing you forward because it's there in front of you to remind you. Or at least it has with me? :L
Just keep in mind, all things you do should be for Him, not for yourself, not for anyone. Just find your niche in everything you do :)
I have a penchant for studying now. I can't believe that this has happened, but I have a strong penchant for it :)
THANK YOU GOD :)
Hopefully, the New Year will be better, with new 'starts' :)
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Get a life.
It would be nice. To 'get a life' right now. My life at the moment, is the epitome of boredom.
There's like stacks to do, and yet, I just REAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLY can't be bothered. Like, I know that what I need to do is important, but I just can't bring myself to do it. I actually need something that's aesthetically/ tangible to motivate me. Yeah, that kind of doesn't make sense, but at least I know what I'm talking about.
I don't want to seem like I'm trying to tell the world my daily life activities...When I started this blog, that wasn't the intention. It isn't at this very moment in time. And I really hope that it won't be in the future.
It's just that, I can't be bothered writing in my diary anymore....O.O
Yeah, I'm cheesy. Now stop focusing on me. If you ever were in the first place.
Go to someone else's blog. If you wanted to be a stalker in their lives.
There's like stacks to do, and yet, I just REAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLY can't be bothered. Like, I know that what I need to do is important, but I just can't bring myself to do it. I actually need something that's aesthetically/ tangible to motivate me. Yeah, that kind of doesn't make sense, but at least I know what I'm talking about.
I don't want to seem like I'm trying to tell the world my daily life activities...When I started this blog, that wasn't the intention. It isn't at this very moment in time. And I really hope that it won't be in the future.
It's just that, I can't be bothered writing in my diary anymore....O.O
Yeah, I'm cheesy. Now stop focusing on me. If you ever were in the first place.
Go to someone else's blog. If you wanted to be a stalker in their lives.
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
OH.
MY.
CRAP.
REALITY HAS JUST HIT ME. THERES ONLY TEN MONTHS OF HIGH SCHOOL EDUCATION AND WE'RE OUT OF THERE! OMG. THIS IS ALL HAPPENING WAYYYYYYY TOOOOOO FAST! LIFE NEEDS TO SLOW DOWN! :(
I DON'T WANT THE YEAR 11s COMING IN!!!! YEAR 12s ALONE IS FINEEEE THE WAY IT ISSS! SOMEONE MAKE ME FIVE YEARS OLD AGAIN. please?
Cousins came over, they had 'the time of their life' playing Uno with me. LOL. And then they had piano lessons the street next to mine afterwards. I love my cousins. If my family, and extendeds, were symbolically just the 'one' family, I think we would be the ones that would always be frowned upon.
Didn't get to go ice-skating... :(
I want. A Merry Christmas.
MY.
CRAP.
REALITY HAS JUST HIT ME. THERES ONLY TEN MONTHS OF HIGH SCHOOL EDUCATION AND WE'RE OUT OF THERE! OMG. THIS IS ALL HAPPENING WAYYYYYYY TOOOOOO FAST! LIFE NEEDS TO SLOW DOWN! :(
I DON'T WANT THE YEAR 11s COMING IN!!!! YEAR 12s ALONE IS FINEEEE THE WAY IT ISSS! SOMEONE MAKE ME FIVE YEARS OLD AGAIN. please?
Cousins came over, they had 'the time of their life' playing Uno with me. LOL. And then they had piano lessons the street next to mine afterwards. I love my cousins. If my family, and extendeds, were symbolically just the 'one' family, I think we would be the ones that would always be frowned upon.
Didn't get to go ice-skating... :(
I want. A Merry Christmas.
Monday, December 20, 2010
Why?
Why is it that I'm left with no one?
You are distancing yourself, and if you read this, you'd probably know who you are.
Is it something I've done to you? And now you're pissed...? Or is it really only because you're EXTREMEEEEELY busy getting ready?
Independence. So this is what it feels like.
I always thought I knew what it was like to be independent, but I guess now that the REAL reality has hit me, I know what it's really like to be independent. But then, in a way, it can make people REALLY headstrong. And I think I'm one of those people who can turn out to be really headstrong..So in the end, it won't really be my fault...In the end, I guess I'll have a good enough excuse to blame it on someone, or more like everyone?
FAROUT, I can't believe this is genetic...I look around at my family (inc. extended), and I list ALL the bad qualities against the good ones, which turn out to be 100:1....and I've been thinking to myself all of these years that have passed by, "I WILL NOT turn into one of these people. I can make the change. I am different. I won't let this be passed down."
Yeah, as cheesy as what I say to myself may be, at least I have a hope for a 'better future', behavioural wise.
No one's shoulder to lean on, no one to depend on for happiness. And I guess if that's the 'career' (only 1 person knows what I'm talking about) I want to take on, I'd really have to suck it up and be sane, knowing that the world's not perfect.
I wish I could escape this world. I wish I could swap lives, like SECRET GARDEN AHAHA :D
You are distancing yourself, and if you read this, you'd probably know who you are.
Is it something I've done to you? And now you're pissed...? Or is it really only because you're EXTREMEEEEELY busy getting ready?
Independence. So this is what it feels like.
I always thought I knew what it was like to be independent, but I guess now that the REAL reality has hit me, I know what it's really like to be independent. But then, in a way, it can make people REALLY headstrong. And I think I'm one of those people who can turn out to be really headstrong..So in the end, it won't really be my fault...In the end, I guess I'll have a good enough excuse to blame it on someone, or more like everyone?
FAROUT, I can't believe this is genetic...I look around at my family (inc. extended), and I list ALL the bad qualities against the good ones, which turn out to be 100:1....and I've been thinking to myself all of these years that have passed by, "I WILL NOT turn into one of these people. I can make the change. I am different. I won't let this be passed down."
Yeah, as cheesy as what I say to myself may be, at least I have a hope for a 'better future', behavioural wise.
No one's shoulder to lean on, no one to depend on for happiness. And I guess if that's the 'career' (only 1 person knows what I'm talking about) I want to take on, I'd really have to suck it up and be sane, knowing that the world's not perfect.
I wish I could escape this world. I wish I could swap lives, like SECRET GARDEN AHAHA :D
Sunday, December 19, 2010
CANADA?! and four from Greece?
TEEHEEHEE :D
I SO WANT TO GO TO CANADA :(
It's like cold all year round...well colder than Australia anyways :)
But I wouldn't mind Europe :)
OMG AND GREEEEEECE! the houses there look SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO BEAUTIFUL!
Ever since I saw those large houses, I've always wanted to go there! ...But shame. I can't go in the sun.
Cousins tomorrow again! :D
...Someone, please, rip my teeth out.. it's so uncomfortable with braces....
...AND OMG. I SO NEED TO CUT OFF LIFE STARTING NOW...
FUCK. I need to get AT LEAST 87marks in ALLLLL of my subjects in the HSC, so that I can get AT LEAST a 90 in my ATAR. CRAP MAN. My subjects are low scaling-ish!
I feel like. ice-skating. tonight. TTEEEEHEEHEEE.
study time. 5th day of holidays, and im already deep beneath the mound of catching up and homework I have yet to complete.. GRRR.
TEEHEEHEE :D
I SO WANT TO GO TO CANADA :(
It's like cold all year round...well colder than Australia anyways :)
But I wouldn't mind Europe :)
OMG AND GREEEEEECE! the houses there look SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO BEAUTIFUL!
Ever since I saw those large houses, I've always wanted to go there! ...But shame. I can't go in the sun.
Cousins tomorrow again! :D
...Someone, please, rip my teeth out.. it's so uncomfortable with braces....
...AND OMG. I SO NEED TO CUT OFF LIFE STARTING NOW...
FUCK. I need to get AT LEAST 87marks in ALLLLL of my subjects in the HSC, so that I can get AT LEAST a 90 in my ATAR. CRAP MAN. My subjects are low scaling-ish!
I feel like. ice-skating. tonight. TTEEEEHEEHEEE.
study time. 5th day of holidays, and im already deep beneath the mound of catching up and homework I have yet to complete.. GRRR.
Greatful, joyous, sadness, highness ;), coolness. the epitome. OF GAYNESS.
LaosLaosLaos! COOLIES!
BAHAHAHAHAAHAH.
I SO knew what you were up to today! LOL. That 'acting' of yours BWAHAHAHAHAH!!!! :D
Don't get me wrong, I love you and everything, but LOL. Once I 'found' out who 'they were'. I couldn't resist looking away and laughing to myself! I knew it would be us, and then you mentioning your reason to me LOL. Fail cover up, but I love you heaps! AHAHAH :D
Don't worry! Let's just say that I 'hypothetically' (get the hint? ;)) don't know them, but if they are your true friends, and saying that I hypothetically know that they are, I know that they wouldn't care about the amount of cash of whatever you buy. They only care about your true intentions behind it :)
OK, I don't know about one, but I'm pretty sure that I speak for 'two' of them ;).
You're pretty easy to read as well BWAHAHAHA. And I thought you were hard to read TEEEHEEEHEE! Two down, one to go :D
MIZUYA. OhEmGee. PUFFYNESS. YOU OWE ME AN OUTING TO MIZUYA ONCE YOUR ASS LANDS BACK ONTO THE SYDNEY AUSTRALIAN TARMAC.
COUSINS. CHINGUS. FRENEMYS. ENEMYS. I LOVE YOU ALL. Without you guys, life wouldn't be as it is at this moment :) I don't deny that hating someone makes things 'happier and easier' during moments in life, but I guess it's what makes life roll these days :). And then we can somehow learn from these mistakes, and not be so stubborn as we are, and RECONCILE. Yeah, if I wasn't so high and crap, maybe what I just said would sound that TINSY bit more genuine =.=
I'm happy that you can tell me some stuff that you're not able to tell her :) You're secret's safe! I know never to do some things again... And that's a promise.
On a different note..LINGDA. PUFFYNESS. LYDIA. JESSICA. JULIA. JOYCE. MY HANDS SMELL SO STRONGLY OF TODAY'S PERFUME SESSIONS!!!!..I think they're making me nautious *faints* LOL.
OMG. TYPO. FRIK MAN. AHAHA FILA. Damn, we should've gone to Giordano instead sey-cou-foooooo! :(
But, whatever, thanks for everything :) Mum's told me about everything you've done for us, and I'm so greatful to have family like you :) When I'm able to make my own living, I'm going to spoil all of you till the day I die :) Oh by the way, whoever's reading this and understands the 'dying bit' ;) I SHOULD BE FINE BY NOW. So go back to your life and stop worrying teeheehee. :)
I LOVE YOUSE ALL. FULLY TABOULI. I HAVE TUTORING ON MY BIRTHDAY. NOW THAT is the EPITOME of gayness, retardedness, crapness, and whatever else you can think of..
Oh wells, Basem and I shall celebrate it together at tutoring! :D He's older than me by two days.. AND CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT THERE's like, FIVE people in my year at my school, who's born on the EXACT same date, on the EXACT same month, on the EXACT same year as me BWAHAHAHAHAHA.
Someone backup my argument that 'PASTA', aka MIAN TIAO (canto=MEEEEN TIEW LOL), WAS FIRST MADE IN CHINA. YES. I'M CHINESE. BUT I NEED HARD EVIDENCE CHINGUS!
ON ANOTHER DIFFERENT NOTE. SOMEONE RIP MY TEETH OUT FOR ME. NO JOKE. FRICK MAN. JUST PULL IT ALL OUT. I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE. It doesn't really hurt, it's just in the way, and annoyingly stubborn. THEY'RE JUST THERE. RAISE YOUR HAND IF YOU AGREE WITH ME.
I HATE BRACES. CRAP YOU ALL BRACES.
BAHAHAHAHAAHAH.
I SO knew what you were up to today! LOL. That 'acting' of yours BWAHAHAHAHAH!!!! :D
Don't get me wrong, I love you and everything, but LOL. Once I 'found' out who 'they were'. I couldn't resist looking away and laughing to myself! I knew it would be us, and then you mentioning your reason to me LOL. Fail cover up, but I love you heaps! AHAHAH :D
Don't worry! Let's just say that I 'hypothetically' (get the hint? ;)) don't know them, but if they are your true friends, and saying that I hypothetically know that they are, I know that they wouldn't care about the amount of cash of whatever you buy. They only care about your true intentions behind it :)
OK, I don't know about one, but I'm pretty sure that I speak for 'two' of them ;).
You're pretty easy to read as well BWAHAHAHA. And I thought you were hard to read TEEEHEEEHEE! Two down, one to go :D
MIZUYA. OhEmGee. PUFFYNESS. YOU OWE ME AN OUTING TO MIZUYA ONCE YOUR ASS LANDS BACK ONTO THE SYDNEY AUSTRALIAN TARMAC.
COUSINS. CHINGUS. FRENEMYS. ENEMYS. I LOVE YOU ALL. Without you guys, life wouldn't be as it is at this moment :) I don't deny that hating someone makes things 'happier and easier' during moments in life, but I guess it's what makes life roll these days :). And then we can somehow learn from these mistakes, and not be so stubborn as we are, and RECONCILE. Yeah, if I wasn't so high and crap, maybe what I just said would sound that TINSY bit more genuine =.=
I'm happy that you can tell me some stuff that you're not able to tell her :) You're secret's safe! I know never to do some things again... And that's a promise.
On a different note..LINGDA. PUFFYNESS. LYDIA. JESSICA. JULIA. JOYCE. MY HANDS SMELL SO STRONGLY OF TODAY'S PERFUME SESSIONS!!!!..I think they're making me nautious *faints* LOL.
OMG. TYPO. FRIK MAN. AHAHA FILA. Damn, we should've gone to Giordano instead sey-cou-foooooo! :(
But, whatever, thanks for everything :) Mum's told me about everything you've done for us, and I'm so greatful to have family like you :) When I'm able to make my own living, I'm going to spoil all of you till the day I die :) Oh by the way, whoever's reading this and understands the 'dying bit' ;) I SHOULD BE FINE BY NOW. So go back to your life and stop worrying teeheehee. :)
I LOVE YOUSE ALL. FULLY TABOULI. I HAVE TUTORING ON MY BIRTHDAY. NOW THAT is the EPITOME of gayness, retardedness, crapness, and whatever else you can think of..
Oh wells, Basem and I shall celebrate it together at tutoring! :D He's older than me by two days.. AND CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT THERE's like, FIVE people in my year at my school, who's born on the EXACT same date, on the EXACT same month, on the EXACT same year as me BWAHAHAHAHAHA.
Someone backup my argument that 'PASTA', aka MIAN TIAO (canto=MEEEEN TIEW LOL), WAS FIRST MADE IN CHINA. YES. I'M CHINESE. BUT I NEED HARD EVIDENCE CHINGUS!
ON ANOTHER DIFFERENT NOTE. SOMEONE RIP MY TEETH OUT FOR ME. NO JOKE. FRICK MAN. JUST PULL IT ALL OUT. I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE. It doesn't really hurt, it's just in the way, and annoyingly stubborn. THEY'RE JUST THERE. RAISE YOUR HAND IF YOU AGREE WITH ME.
I HATE BRACES. CRAP YOU ALL BRACES.
Friday, December 17, 2010
Today, there were 2 from Israel. Now that's pretty awesome.!
:)
OMG. MELANIE. I LOVE HER. LOL, I've known her for only a day O.O
She is so coooooool! OMG! And then, I'm going to see Nicole next week! OMG NICOLE. I'm so glad to have a cousin like you!I don't even know you that well, but from my view, you are! :)
ICESKATING. MORE ICESKATING TEEEEHEEEHEEEHEEEH!!!!! OMG. I'm gonna go back there at least three times these holidays. I swear I'm going to take up ice-skating lessons soon! Or maybe take them from the 'seefu', NICOLEE :D
BLAHBLAHBLAH. I'm on a high, and I've been happy these few days! :)
Although I've been better, I guess that this is just the start! :D
:)
OMG. MELANIE. I LOVE HER. LOL, I've known her for only a day O.O
She is so coooooool! OMG! And then, I'm going to see Nicole next week! OMG NICOLE. I'm so glad to have a cousin like you!I don't even know you that well, but from my view, you are! :)
ICESKATING. MORE ICESKATING TEEEEHEEEHEEEHEEEH!!!!! OMG. I'm gonna go back there at least three times these holidays. I swear I'm going to take up ice-skating lessons soon! Or maybe take them from the 'seefu', NICOLEE :D
BLAHBLAHBLAH. I'm on a high, and I've been happy these few days! :)
Although I've been better, I guess that this is just the start! :D
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Spain, France, Nepal?! Wow, never would've thought I'd get a reader from Nepal, since what I know about Nepal is only the National Geographic doco's. :)
16views from USA
3views from the UK
OMG UK. UKUKUKUKUKUKUK!!!!! I WANT TO GO TO THE UK :'(
TT.TT
OMG. Today was fun, but I would REAAAAALLY like it if someone already posted the photos up...
And I met Robin's cousin, who came from Malaysia 2 months ago. OMG HER ICESKATING IS AMAZING! :O And she only lives 5 minutes away from me! And she is so nice, and I could list so many nice qualities about her!!! :)
And today, I have learnt how to iceskate BACKWARDS!! TEEEHEEHEE!! :D
But now, I have blisters on my leg from the skates :(
Eunica, I hope you have a safe flight to and back! :)
BLAH. your face.
/edit. ok LOL. "BLAH. your face." isn't aimed at Eunica, I just felt like saying it :S
16views from USA
3views from the UK
OMG UK. UKUKUKUKUKUKUK!!!!! I WANT TO GO TO THE UK :'(
TT.TT
OMG. Today was fun, but I would REAAAAALLY like it if someone already posted the photos up...
And I met Robin's cousin, who came from Malaysia 2 months ago. OMG HER ICESKATING IS AMAZING! :O And she only lives 5 minutes away from me! And she is so nice, and I could list so many nice qualities about her!!! :)
And today, I have learnt how to iceskate BACKWARDS!! TEEEHEEHEE!! :D
But now, I have blisters on my leg from the skates :(
Eunica, I hope you have a safe flight to and back! :)
BLAH. your face.
/edit. ok LOL. "BLAH. your face." isn't aimed at Eunica, I just felt like saying it :S
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
ASDKFJASIJFEIPFJ ALKSDBAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
...Yeah, as you can probably tell from the title, I AM ON A HIGH.
FUDGE MAN. I HAD THE BESTEST DAY OF MY TIME AT GRC OATLEY. The word 'fun' is NOT even appropriate to describe today.
Well, let's do a slight rewind back to last night. FAROUT MAN. OPRAH. FARRRRRR. YOUR ULTIMATE FAVOURITE THINGS. FAROUT. COULD YOU LIKE, SERIOUSLY BRING YOUR SHOW OVER TO AUSTRALIA?! That would be great, thanks :)
BUT OMG. She handed out SOSOSOSOSO much stuff to the audience..The minimum that she probably spent on just ONE person, was probably around USD$5000....or even more? FAROUT. But I wasn't impressed with one thing. The NIKE shoes she gave out to the audience. Each member of the audience were given FOUR pairs of NIKE shoes. Yes, they may be light weight and comfortable, but I don't think she really realises the fact that she's supporting sweatshops which have little children, probably even younger than 5 who are forced to do this for a living, for probably $1 a day.
But everything else was AMAZING. I mean, who wouldn't want a 52" SONY TV. Or those high end fashion freebies, like *mind blank* LOL, OK, I don't know the names of the big brands, because they're mostly big names in USA, but not Australia.
And then today, when I come home from school, mum tells me that she was watching Oprah, and she gave EVERYONE in the audience a FREE CAR. If only Australia was this cool :)
But then again, this gets me into thinking, do all these freebies produce a lifelong happiness? Like yeah, sure the adrenalin at the time makes you cry for joy, and your getting freebies, which are like BIG BRANDS which costs $$$$$$$$$. They may give you a few years happiness at the most I guess, but in the end, they're not going to be there forever, and I'm sure the money could be well spent somewhere else. Yes, I know that Oprah is rich, and that she probably doesn't knwo how else to spend her cash, so she decides to splurge on her audience..Like yeah, I'm totally all for it if I had that type of money. What I'm trying to say is, do we really need these things in our life to make ourselves happier and I would like to ask the audience, do they go only because they know that Oprah will splurge on them, or are they actually going because of her talks, and what the show's going to be about. Of course, the audience doesn't know what's going to happen in the show, but is that they're intention for going? If it is, then SHAME ON YOU. You're ONLY going for the freebies, and to get a thrill. Yeah know I'm contradicting myself, but at least it's good to know I think things through before I do something.
And we watched the news coverage of her filming two of the shows :) Apparently the audience fly back to USA today.
***
ANYWAYS! :D SCHOOL. WAS. EPIC BRO. OMG. Words cannot explain how fun today was...We got to school, and my first class was Japanese. All we did was watch Howl's Moving Castle. That movie, is THE shiz man. I could watch that over and over again and not get bored of it. Afterwards, it was English, but as I predicted, the teacher didn't even bother to turn up! ahahaha! I was walking down to English, and Gaby and I bumped into Ruth's English teacher, and her skirt was so LONG. So when we were walking down the stairs, I trod on her skirt, as I was right behind her. And LOLOLOLOL, I was waiting for her to move so that we could keep walking down the stairs, and I hadn't noticed that I was on her skirt, and she looked back and I looked down at my feet, and I got so embarrassed =.= So I was apologising non-stop to her, and her reply was, "It's alright, at least you didn't pull my skirt off..Now THAT would've been embarrassing". I love people who can make an awkward situation like that into a humerous one! Cudos to her :D So, I returned back to the Jap room, to continue HMC, and during it, I could hear Naima scream....Damn it's so high pitched =.= LOL Then after the movie finished, I went out, and sat at the circular stairs. Twas boring for a bit, so Ruth and I decided to vernture around the school and discover the nooks and crannies of the school grounds, hoping it would turn into a Harry Potter adventure (not really). The bushes were scary. VERY. SCARY. FAR. And we had Kris Kringle on like, Monday right? And Daisy gave Shelley a human sized bear, and she left it in the locker to take it home today. AND OMG. I went SO high with it..I ran around the whole school with it...I hid it from Ruth, because she was trying to find me, and LOLOLOLOL it's amazing to find new places for hiding in that school of ours :) Anyways, she couldn't find me, and I went into the music rooms with the Leb's, Shelley and ANUSHAAAAAN! Haha. GOSH. It was AMAZING finding out that all the Leb's could play n instrument! I swear this school shows SOSOSO many sides of our students that other students never knew..And I had the bear with me still ( I had it with me for about 3-4 hours today LOL), and Hassan OMG. ROFL. Hassan, he took the bear from me, and he pretended that he was having 'intimacies' with it, and then Anusham joined in, giving it a head job....AND OMG ROFLMAO. NO ONE COULD STOP LAUGHING. THE TEACHER WALKED IN ON THEM. Coz Music class is always a bludge, so you never know which room anyone is in (we have three music rooms which are joined together). And Hassan, anushan and THE BEAR, were SMACK BANG in the middle of the room and the teacher walks in..Guess what the teacher does? He walks up to them, and he shakes his index finger at them saying, "No boys, you cannot do that" LOLOLOLOL.
Then, the remainder of the break until last period was just basiclly me in the music rooms, showing Ruth the longass 'runway' in the toilets in the Gym, playing hide and seek (it was FRICKEN BOILING) and running around with the bear, giving it a piggyback and going high (which was 90% of the time).
To translate today into cantonese, in one sentence: NGOR DEY DEEN JOR AH.
:) Then Biology came along, we did work coz our class was behind everyone elses, but we didn't mind :) And I kept shouting out weird answers :/ But they were somehow correct haha. And then, by the end of the lesson, the teacher gave us merits which he only signed his name on, which meant we had to write our own name on it. And I wanted to take two, one for Ruth and one for me, so I took them, and tried to walk away from Ruth...AND GUESS WHAT MR KERWICK SAYS?! "Actually, Grace, you deserve two!" I was like "....Um..I do?!" and I couldn't stop laughing the whole time till I got outside the school..
Then at tutoring...It was OK..Anushan had a trial today. And we got Basem's brother's essay. Then, we watched BladRunner. WHAT IS THAT?! I dislike it.
Damn this is a long entry...
To end it on a happy/ sad note, I cannot believe how good today was, and that we will NEVER have another day like this in our educational lives. Because, not everyone in Year 12 was here today, I think it was around 30 people all in total? And then next year the Year 11s are barging in...NONE OF US WANT THEM TO COME. OATELY IS BETTER IF ITS ONLY YEAR 12. NOT YEAR 11 AND 12 GAH! :(
NOTE
When I mean high, I mostly mean non-stop laughing in people's faces, and going around saying hi to random people.
On a different note, SYDNEY IS BOILING :'( I WANT WINTER!!! BRING BACK THY WINTER!
And it's very humid, 28degress, with showers and thunder :S'
/edit. LOOLOLOL I just found out that the 'Oprah's Ultimate Favourite Things' episode hasn't even aired in America yet. It goes on air this Friday. Or are my sources completely wrong?
FUDGE MAN. I HAD THE BESTEST DAY OF MY TIME AT GRC OATLEY. The word 'fun' is NOT even appropriate to describe today.
Well, let's do a slight rewind back to last night. FAROUT MAN. OPRAH. FARRRRRR. YOUR ULTIMATE FAVOURITE THINGS. FAROUT. COULD YOU LIKE, SERIOUSLY BRING YOUR SHOW OVER TO AUSTRALIA?! That would be great, thanks :)
BUT OMG. She handed out SOSOSOSOSO much stuff to the audience..The minimum that she probably spent on just ONE person, was probably around USD$5000....or even more? FAROUT. But I wasn't impressed with one thing. The NIKE shoes she gave out to the audience. Each member of the audience were given FOUR pairs of NIKE shoes. Yes, they may be light weight and comfortable, but I don't think she really realises the fact that she's supporting sweatshops which have little children, probably even younger than 5 who are forced to do this for a living, for probably $1 a day.
But everything else was AMAZING. I mean, who wouldn't want a 52" SONY TV. Or those high end fashion freebies, like *mind blank* LOL, OK, I don't know the names of the big brands, because they're mostly big names in USA, but not Australia.
And then today, when I come home from school, mum tells me that she was watching Oprah, and she gave EVERYONE in the audience a FREE CAR. If only Australia was this cool :)
But then again, this gets me into thinking, do all these freebies produce a lifelong happiness? Like yeah, sure the adrenalin at the time makes you cry for joy, and your getting freebies, which are like BIG BRANDS which costs $$$$$$$$$. They may give you a few years happiness at the most I guess, but in the end, they're not going to be there forever, and I'm sure the money could be well spent somewhere else. Yes, I know that Oprah is rich, and that she probably doesn't knwo how else to spend her cash, so she decides to splurge on her audience..Like yeah, I'm totally all for it if I had that type of money. What I'm trying to say is, do we really need these things in our life to make ourselves happier and I would like to ask the audience, do they go only because they know that Oprah will splurge on them, or are they actually going because of her talks, and what the show's going to be about. Of course, the audience doesn't know what's going to happen in the show, but is that they're intention for going? If it is, then SHAME ON YOU. You're ONLY going for the freebies, and to get a thrill. Yeah know I'm contradicting myself, but at least it's good to know I think things through before I do something.
And we watched the news coverage of her filming two of the shows :) Apparently the audience fly back to USA today.
***
ANYWAYS! :D SCHOOL. WAS. EPIC BRO. OMG. Words cannot explain how fun today was...We got to school, and my first class was Japanese. All we did was watch Howl's Moving Castle. That movie, is THE shiz man. I could watch that over and over again and not get bored of it. Afterwards, it was English, but as I predicted, the teacher didn't even bother to turn up! ahahaha! I was walking down to English, and Gaby and I bumped into Ruth's English teacher, and her skirt was so LONG. So when we were walking down the stairs, I trod on her skirt, as I was right behind her. And LOLOLOLOL, I was waiting for her to move so that we could keep walking down the stairs, and I hadn't noticed that I was on her skirt, and she looked back and I looked down at my feet, and I got so embarrassed =.= So I was apologising non-stop to her, and her reply was, "It's alright, at least you didn't pull my skirt off..Now THAT would've been embarrassing". I love people who can make an awkward situation like that into a humerous one! Cudos to her :D So, I returned back to the Jap room, to continue HMC, and during it, I could hear Naima scream....Damn it's so high pitched =.= LOL Then after the movie finished, I went out, and sat at the circular stairs. Twas boring for a bit, so Ruth and I decided to vernture around the school and discover the nooks and crannies of the school grounds, hoping it would turn into a Harry Potter adventure (not really). The bushes were scary. VERY. SCARY. FAR. And we had Kris Kringle on like, Monday right? And Daisy gave Shelley a human sized bear, and she left it in the locker to take it home today. AND OMG. I went SO high with it..I ran around the whole school with it...I hid it from Ruth, because she was trying to find me, and LOLOLOLOL it's amazing to find new places for hiding in that school of ours :) Anyways, she couldn't find me, and I went into the music rooms with the Leb's, Shelley and ANUSHAAAAAN! Haha. GOSH. It was AMAZING finding out that all the Leb's could play n instrument! I swear this school shows SOSOSO many sides of our students that other students never knew..And I had the bear with me still ( I had it with me for about 3-4 hours today LOL), and Hassan OMG. ROFL. Hassan, he took the bear from me, and he pretended that he was having 'intimacies' with it, and then Anusham joined in, giving it a head job....AND OMG ROFLMAO. NO ONE COULD STOP LAUGHING. THE TEACHER WALKED IN ON THEM. Coz Music class is always a bludge, so you never know which room anyone is in (we have three music rooms which are joined together). And Hassan, anushan and THE BEAR, were SMACK BANG in the middle of the room and the teacher walks in..Guess what the teacher does? He walks up to them, and he shakes his index finger at them saying, "No boys, you cannot do that" LOLOLOLOL.
Then, the remainder of the break until last period was just basiclly me in the music rooms, showing Ruth the longass 'runway' in the toilets in the Gym, playing hide and seek (it was FRICKEN BOILING) and running around with the bear, giving it a piggyback and going high (which was 90% of the time).
To translate today into cantonese, in one sentence: NGOR DEY DEEN JOR AH.
:) Then Biology came along, we did work coz our class was behind everyone elses, but we didn't mind :) And I kept shouting out weird answers :/ But they were somehow correct haha. And then, by the end of the lesson, the teacher gave us merits which he only signed his name on, which meant we had to write our own name on it. And I wanted to take two, one for Ruth and one for me, so I took them, and tried to walk away from Ruth...AND GUESS WHAT MR KERWICK SAYS?! "Actually, Grace, you deserve two!" I was like "....Um..I do?!" and I couldn't stop laughing the whole time till I got outside the school..
Then at tutoring...It was OK..Anushan had a trial today. And we got Basem's brother's essay. Then, we watched BladRunner. WHAT IS THAT?! I dislike it.
Damn this is a long entry...
To end it on a happy/ sad note, I cannot believe how good today was, and that we will NEVER have another day like this in our educational lives. Because, not everyone in Year 12 was here today, I think it was around 30 people all in total? And then next year the Year 11s are barging in...NONE OF US WANT THEM TO COME. OATELY IS BETTER IF ITS ONLY YEAR 12. NOT YEAR 11 AND 12 GAH! :(
NOTE
When I mean high, I mostly mean non-stop laughing in people's faces, and going around saying hi to random people.
On a different note, SYDNEY IS BOILING :'( I WANT WINTER!!! BRING BACK THY WINTER!
And it's very humid, 28degress, with showers and thunder :S'
/edit. LOOLOLOL I just found out that the 'Oprah's Ultimate Favourite Things' episode hasn't even aired in America yet. It goes on air this Friday. Or are my sources completely wrong?
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Today was delightful..Not really..
Presentation Day. Tarasai Vushe or however you spell her name, from like the third series of Australian Idol (Top 5 finalists) was performing....Fuck. Her attitude is so gay. She is no different than to the personality that she had portrayed in the show...She is stuck up, self absorbed, and on a note, I would hate to have a friend like her.
She. Thinks. She's. MAD.
...Um, hell no? Well, earlier this year, during our maths classes Mr Kenny told us that Tarasai was a former student at GRC Oatley Senior, and that she graduated here. TCH. SHE HAS A SHITTY PERSONALITY. FULLSTOP.
Well, after that, it was Biology and all we did was revision..Mr Kerwick(?is that how you spell it) asked US to give him permission for an early leave LOOL!!! :D That's funny! There were like, only 5 of us in the class.
He was like, "My daughter has a presentation assembly today, and she's getting a gold award. My wife's busy, so she can't make it. Could you guys let me have an early mark?"
LOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!!
So then, it was break, and RUTH. FAHHHH. She was on a high...She kept laughing and pulling my socks down, and then saying "You feel naked now, DON'T YOU?!" ROFL.
...THEN. It was Maths. The teacher handed us a sheet, but it was probability. Who doesn't know how to do probability?...=.=
...BLAH. So, I walked out of class without asking..I'd doubted that he'd notice anyways LOL. And I went around the school finding people, since like, half the school left after recieveing their awards. And I found Anushan, Benny, Georgia and Minoti in the library. And OMG. I was on a high, tickling EVERYONE I saw. NO JOKE, I mean EVERYONE...
AND OMG. FUDGE MAN. BASEM GOT FRICKEN DUX OF YEAR 11!!!!! THAT IS SO FRICKEN COOL. WHAT MAKES IT EVEN COOLER, IS BECAUSE HE'S LEB. Not in the racial way. I mean like, because a lot of people have this stereotypical view on Leb people and that when they have that view, they don't expect a 'nerdiness'. BUT WOW. No sarcasm intended; Leb's are FRICKEN SMART.
Last day of school. Then, tutoring. THEN MY FIRST DAY OF MY FIRST JOB! WHEEEEEE :D
Then cousins and tightening of thy braces...to be truthful, I can't WAIT for my braces to be tightened, coz I feel like my teeth are very 'loose', like they're just hanging there.. Then a massive, overdue, well-deserved sleep-in. :) <3 chingus!
Presentation Day. Tarasai Vushe or however you spell her name, from like the third series of Australian Idol (Top 5 finalists) was performing....Fuck. Her attitude is so gay. She is no different than to the personality that she had portrayed in the show...She is stuck up, self absorbed, and on a note, I would hate to have a friend like her.
She. Thinks. She's. MAD.
...Um, hell no? Well, earlier this year, during our maths classes Mr Kenny told us that Tarasai was a former student at GRC Oatley Senior, and that she graduated here. TCH. SHE HAS A SHITTY PERSONALITY. FULLSTOP.
Well, after that, it was Biology and all we did was revision..Mr Kerwick(?is that how you spell it) asked US to give him permission for an early leave LOOL!!! :D That's funny! There were like, only 5 of us in the class.
He was like, "My daughter has a presentation assembly today, and she's getting a gold award. My wife's busy, so she can't make it. Could you guys let me have an early mark?"
LOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!!
So then, it was break, and RUTH. FAHHHH. She was on a high...She kept laughing and pulling my socks down, and then saying "You feel naked now, DON'T YOU?!" ROFL.
...THEN. It was Maths. The teacher handed us a sheet, but it was probability. Who doesn't know how to do probability?...=.=
...BLAH. So, I walked out of class without asking..I'd doubted that he'd notice anyways LOL. And I went around the school finding people, since like, half the school left after recieveing their awards. And I found Anushan, Benny, Georgia and Minoti in the library. And OMG. I was on a high, tickling EVERYONE I saw. NO JOKE, I mean EVERYONE...
AND OMG. FUDGE MAN. BASEM GOT FRICKEN DUX OF YEAR 11!!!!! THAT IS SO FRICKEN COOL. WHAT MAKES IT EVEN COOLER, IS BECAUSE HE'S LEB. Not in the racial way. I mean like, because a lot of people have this stereotypical view on Leb people and that when they have that view, they don't expect a 'nerdiness'. BUT WOW. No sarcasm intended; Leb's are FRICKEN SMART.
Last day of school. Then, tutoring. THEN MY FIRST DAY OF MY FIRST JOB! WHEEEEEE :D
Then cousins and tightening of thy braces...to be truthful, I can't WAIT for my braces to be tightened, coz I feel like my teeth are very 'loose', like they're just hanging there.. Then a massive, overdue, well-deserved sleep-in. :) <3 chingus!
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Things I have learnt today.
WOW. Um, LOOOL?!
In tutoring, I have learnt that spiders THINK that Basem is hot. And that they are EASILY attracted to him.
I have realised that we, Oatley students, go to Jerks High School. Not GRC Oatley Senior Campus.
FEI IS LEB AT HEART. But Asian skinned. If that works out...?
OLIVER PLATT IS A REPLICA OF MR KENNY. STRAIGHT OUT. NO JOKE.
Life is gay. Will be gay. OHWELLS.
Lala. I hope this is just where I get to know God better, and then everything lse works out fine? :) TEEEHEEEHEE!!! :D
In tutoring, I have learnt that spiders THINK that Basem is hot. And that they are EASILY attracted to him.
I have realised that we, Oatley students, go to Jerks High School. Not GRC Oatley Senior Campus.
FEI IS LEB AT HEART. But Asian skinned. If that works out...?
OLIVER PLATT IS A REPLICA OF MR KENNY. STRAIGHT OUT. NO JOKE.
Life is gay. Will be gay. OHWELLS.
Lala. I hope this is just where I get to know God better, and then everything lse works out fine? :) TEEEHEEEHEE!!! :D
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Bits of this is aimed at different people, so perceive this in any way as you may wish to..
So, I see that your avoidance is a deliberate action. And that you tell us different things.
I know which 'explanation' that you're giving is true, that you don't want to 'spoil people's moods'. But it'll eventually happen, so just let it out. Please?
We're still waiting for you, you know? I told you we would. So until you're back, and until you 'face the music', none of this is going to clear up. It won't be. Until you come back.
I don't want this to sound like I'm blaming it all on you, and that it's your fault. But that's what it feels like...just voicing my thoughts....
Everything's gayness? I can't agree more. We all probably feel shitty, except for one. Well OK, not 'one'. I don't know about what they're feeling..but knowing them, I'd know that they probably wouldn't give a care in the world about anything at the moment...
Your words are harsh. Harsher than actions. Keep that in mind. They leave scars. For a long, LONG, LONG time.
Overall, I had a smashing day at church...Not really, if you look at it from one perspective. But I got a high score :) And I was glad to let everything out. :) I know who my true friends are, and I'm greatful for them, even though I don't tell them much.
It's hard being the only one trying to look into things from all different perspectives, while I have my own opinions to brood over and other peoples as well. But I guess this is what makes things better :)
I don't like to be called 'mature' just for this matter, even if it is a 'mature action'. I just want to be nice and still be young and immature in a way. Why is it so hard to do that? My lessons are learnt. The question is, are your's? Food for thought for the day.
SCREW YOU ENGLISH. youre dead meat tmr. I shall try my best to pass you, with flying colours. If not, then this was definitely what God had planned in mind. THOU SHALT NOT WORRY GRACE. HE HAS YOUR FUTURE PLANNED. AND THERE'S STILL THE JYP IN MIND. OHMYEFF. AWEJRFAWITFJIWTFJIFJ. I have planned it out. I, will send in the JYP thingy TWO WEEKS before the HSC exams are over. That way, I can have a secured future. If it's not uni, then I have JYP to lean back on. That's IF I get into JYP though. GAH.
YOUR MUMMA BRO.
What was your favourite childhood cartoon?
I have a list. But in the ACTUAL 'cartoon (episode)' series, it was Arthur :) But as in 'picture' wise, it was Winnie the Pooh :)
I know which 'explanation' that you're giving is true, that you don't want to 'spoil people's moods'. But it'll eventually happen, so just let it out. Please?
We're still waiting for you, you know? I told you we would. So until you're back, and until you 'face the music', none of this is going to clear up. It won't be. Until you come back.
I don't want this to sound like I'm blaming it all on you, and that it's your fault. But that's what it feels like...just voicing my thoughts....
Everything's gayness? I can't agree more. We all probably feel shitty, except for one. Well OK, not 'one'. I don't know about what they're feeling..but knowing them, I'd know that they probably wouldn't give a care in the world about anything at the moment...
Your words are harsh. Harsher than actions. Keep that in mind. They leave scars. For a long, LONG, LONG time.
Overall, I had a smashing day at church...Not really, if you look at it from one perspective. But I got a high score :) And I was glad to let everything out. :) I know who my true friends are, and I'm greatful for them, even though I don't tell them much.
It's hard being the only one trying to look into things from all different perspectives, while I have my own opinions to brood over and other peoples as well. But I guess this is what makes things better :)
I don't like to be called 'mature' just for this matter, even if it is a 'mature action'. I just want to be nice and still be young and immature in a way. Why is it so hard to do that? My lessons are learnt. The question is, are your's? Food for thought for the day.
SCREW YOU ENGLISH. youre dead meat tmr. I shall try my best to pass you, with flying colours. If not, then this was definitely what God had planned in mind. THOU SHALT NOT WORRY GRACE. HE HAS YOUR FUTURE PLANNED. AND THERE'S STILL THE JYP IN MIND. OHMYEFF. AWEJRFAWITFJIWTFJIFJ. I have planned it out. I, will send in the JYP thingy TWO WEEKS before the HSC exams are over. That way, I can have a secured future. If it's not uni, then I have JYP to lean back on. That's IF I get into JYP though. GAH.
YOUR MUMMA BRO.
What was your favourite childhood cartoon?
I have a list. But in the ACTUAL 'cartoon (episode)' series, it was Arthur :) But as in 'picture' wise, it was Winnie the Pooh :)
THE ARTHUR SERIES IS STILL GOING WOOOOOOTT :)..Like as in, new episodes are still being produced.
I still remember those phone calls we had in the afternoon while we watched it...Remember it? I sure do.
Dumdeedumdeeedummmmm. Oh btw, thanks for checking up on me. Yep, you sure check up on people like no other person would. Thanks for acknowledging that we're thin air :)
/edit. 2314. you can check on a nokia? either a person checked it 6 times on their nokia. or six SEPERATE people checked it on their nokia? now. THAT is amusing :) in my top3 highlights of today :)
Saturday, December 4, 2010
So I see someone on Internet Explorer has it favourited..
GAH. Why am I such a stalker? Please tell me that there ARE other people like me out there....I don't want to be aloner O.O
LOOOOL :D
GAH. Last assessment on Friday.
FAIL WHALE. I have foretold my future. BYEBYE ATAR MARKS.
Oh wells, at least there's HSC Plus :D
THANK GOD (literally) FOR THE HSC PLUS. Without it, I'd probably be a hobo on the streets in the year 2012.
GAH. Why am I such a stalker? Please tell me that there ARE other people like me out there....I don't want to be aloner O.O
LOOOOL :D
GAH. Last assessment on Friday.
FAIL WHALE. I have foretold my future. BYEBYE ATAR MARKS.
Oh wells, at least there's HSC Plus :D
THANK GOD (literally) FOR THE HSC PLUS. Without it, I'd probably be a hobo on the streets in the year 2012.
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Had the first worst day of Summer,December. Or whatever you call it.
Hah. When I thought I could sit down and talk to an adult in a MATURE way, never in my life have I made such a bad decision...
Or maybe it's just that one adult.
You tell me to respect elders, and tell me to 'look around' at my peers, and watch how they treat their parents. Hello? We're not them. You can't compare things like that. If I had the bravery to say this to your face, I would. But since I'm SUCH a wuss, I'll just let it out here.
YOU are the reason to why our family is like this. YOU are the reason to why I have SUCH a dysfunctional family. YOU are the reason that causes me to feel embarrassed about introducing you to my friends/ people. YOU are the reason as to why I don't like introducing my parents collectively. YOU think you're Christian? HA. Just take one look at your actions, and you are so not. And to have you lead BIBLE STUDIES, with THAT attitude? YOU embarrass me.
YOU are the reason to why I've never had a good upbringing. Ha, and people seem to think to turn out fine because of my parents way of bringing me up. LOL. Never in my life could I hold in a laugh that's longer than this one. I've been holding this laugh for like..i dunno...10years mebbe?
There is so much more to say, but I think I'll be nice this one time and shut up, and let the private things be private.
Didn't even eat dinner. Went straight to bed at 800-830 and woke up at like 730. GAWSH I felt SOSOSOSOSOSO lethargic it wasn't funny..
***
And Happy Birthday Gaby!! :D I hope the birthday present made you feel more 'welcomed' into the school since you're new this term. And not many people knew it was your birthday. So, we decided to make you feel more comfortable :) SGCS. LOOOL. Mrs Moroney loves you ;)
***
OK, everything above was to vent out yesterday's feelings...Today. Hmmmm...Gayness. Missed the train to school =.=
School is gay. There's so many annoyin gpeople at school. AND OMG. OUR JERSEY DESIGN IS LIKE VOMIT. NO JOKE. IT LOOKS LIKE VOMIT. THERE'S YELLOW AND OLIVE GREEN ON IT. WHO THE FUDGE USES THAT AS SCHOOL COLOURS?! NOT EVEN THIS YEAR'S YR 12's HAD THAT...Well uniform this year changed. But STILL it doesn't mean that the colour has to be YELLOW?!?!?!?!?!?
HAHAHAH
so far, the name for my jersey is "the wongWEI"
LOLOLOL like "the wrongway", but it's Ruth's last name put with my middle name" :D
I have a few others in mind, but I don't know, they're quite LAME.
WHO THE HELL IS THE FIREFOX READER?! I see you've saved it onto you onto your bookmarks. You go straight to it without a link.
Or maybe it's just that one adult.
You tell me to respect elders, and tell me to 'look around' at my peers, and watch how they treat their parents. Hello? We're not them. You can't compare things like that. If I had the bravery to say this to your face, I would. But since I'm SUCH a wuss, I'll just let it out here.
YOU are the reason to why our family is like this. YOU are the reason to why I have SUCH a dysfunctional family. YOU are the reason that causes me to feel embarrassed about introducing you to my friends/ people. YOU are the reason as to why I don't like introducing my parents collectively. YOU think you're Christian? HA. Just take one look at your actions, and you are so not. And to have you lead BIBLE STUDIES, with THAT attitude? YOU embarrass me.
YOU are the reason to why I've never had a good upbringing. Ha, and people seem to think to turn out fine because of my parents way of bringing me up. LOL. Never in my life could I hold in a laugh that's longer than this one. I've been holding this laugh for like..i dunno...10years mebbe?
There is so much more to say, but I think I'll be nice this one time and shut up, and let the private things be private.
Didn't even eat dinner. Went straight to bed at 800-830 and woke up at like 730. GAWSH I felt SOSOSOSOSOSO lethargic it wasn't funny..
***
And Happy Birthday Gaby!! :D I hope the birthday present made you feel more 'welcomed' into the school since you're new this term. And not many people knew it was your birthday. So, we decided to make you feel more comfortable :) SGCS. LOOOL. Mrs Moroney loves you ;)
***
OK, everything above was to vent out yesterday's feelings...Today. Hmmmm...Gayness. Missed the train to school =.=
School is gay. There's so many annoyin gpeople at school. AND OMG. OUR JERSEY DESIGN IS LIKE VOMIT. NO JOKE. IT LOOKS LIKE VOMIT. THERE'S YELLOW AND OLIVE GREEN ON IT. WHO THE FUDGE USES THAT AS SCHOOL COLOURS?! NOT EVEN THIS YEAR'S YR 12's HAD THAT...Well uniform this year changed. But STILL it doesn't mean that the colour has to be YELLOW?!?!?!?!?!?
HAHAHAH
so far, the name for my jersey is "the wongWEI"
LOLOLOL like "the wrongway", but it's Ruth's last name put with my middle name" :D
I have a few others in mind, but I don't know, they're quite LAME.
WHO THE HELL IS THE FIREFOX READER?! I see you've saved it onto you onto your bookmarks. You go straight to it without a link.
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