To compose. And not to compose.

I really don't know what to say to you.
I just really want to explain everything to you in a non-attitude way. If it's possible, could we just try that?
I'm happy that you're happy from the retreat, and when I read about it, I was sorry about starting everything. And getting you into a foul mood.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that, I'm trying my best to not give you attitude, because i know that if I give you attitude (sort of like the way Karen did at YG), you would get heaps pissed, and nothing would be resolved.

You are the best thing that's happened to me. Well..apart from being born to be able to meet you I guess..? I don't want to lose you. I just REALLY hope we can get through all of this, and that we can be upfront to each one of us in the group when something happens.

Yes, attitude will be thrown in everyone's direction, but in a way, it's better to resolve, than to shout and blame.

I will make this clear to you.
I will NOT blame anything on you. In the future, I will try to be more upfront, and so as not to keep things from each other, I will try to tell you in the best, nicest possible way (no sarcasm).
Please, it does actually come to this, could you forgive me for what I've said (about what you read, and that you didn't like the timing etc of it)? I will control my tongue in the future onwards. Let's say I start now? Well, I'll give it my bestest shot. I'd do anything to get us back on track.

I am thinking that while you're reading this, you're thinking,
"Yeah , this is a bit too late.."
Yeah, well, nothing's ever to late to amend. CHINGU (:
And now, you're probably thinking,
"Why are you giving me all this bullcrap on optimism?"

I can only imagine what you're feeling right now, but seriously, I think that we can get over this and start afresh.
Yes, all that was based on assumptions, so I can only ever imagine what you're thinking, but that's what I think you're thinking.

I hope we can still have many more years to come.

Love you lots, whether you do or not.
<3<3
I know you know. I know you know that I know. I know you that I know that you know. I know you know that I know that you know that I know. (:
I hope that never fades. It's too good of a memory.